I was on a street where all was grey color. i met with 2 friends. a man and a woman. the woman got under my shirt and started sucking on my boobs. the man went across the street and got into a building. i went after him. he was in a bathroom taking a shower. i took my clothes off and joined him in the shower. i wanted to have sex with him and he refused me. i wanted o put my clothes back on and i didn't have clean ones. i opened the door and called for my mother to bring me new underwear. she brought a XXL size men's dirty underwear. she said there is no more clean ones. so i put those on, in disgust and left.

i got to my step mother's home. it was filled with kids playing and walking around and adults sleeping all over the floor. i had to step between the sleeping ones to get close to her. she told me to go on the balcony and look at the snow outside...

what does this mean, please? :)