mi dad dyein

[candii4eva]

ok one day wen ii was lil n still n daycare ii was playin n da corner wit my ball n no one was there but ii saw my grandmother that died from sickness n she told me that she was goin to cum n get my dad soon then wen ii was about 7 ii woke up in my moms bed to find my dad wasnt there he was n the bathroom and the riffle was gone so ii went to the door but he was holden iit closed wiit his foot so ii went to get mom n she called 911 n he shot hiself n ii could have prevented iit ii thought see my family has special gifts ii can see the future sumtimes n my grandma had the same gift n till this day ii s33 mii father n ery year the exzact picturn and mirror that has his picture on iit falls n breaks n the same place and weird thiings start happening ii have a stepdad now wat does iit mean??

[holydiver]

Who did you replace your dad with? Not your mom but you?

I cant have a single picture of God on my walls or any object in my house that reflect his image because they fall off and break. Every single one. Its not because of anything thats wrong, its because i have the real thing.

The image in the mirror is always you, what you are becoming, and how you become what you are by the choices you make. Often times step dads dont understand like our real dads do, they dont feel the same or act the same twards us. We often are treated with a lack of respect, and that effects our choices. If we become what we are intended to become, everything works out. Its all because the rules change. As long as you hold your dads image within yourself, it will fall off the wall, then you have to wonder if your holding onto him to hard, and it effects your choices to much. That in itself might cause a conflict between what you think your dad would want you to do instead of your step dad.

The best dad to have is God, that way if he answers your questions with what your supposed to do, you cant do anything wrong dispite what anyone thinks. Then that way you will be helping yourself, and your dad.