Could i be responcible for hell on earth?

[Reaper616]

I'm a 20 year old man, and for the past couple nights Ive been dreaming i was dying (i was dragged underwater by a sea monster the other night). Usually i wake in a cold sweat. last night i dreamt i was in a shallow cave (about 8 feet high, 5 feet wide, and about 20 feet deep), and a volcano was exploding. i was using some kind of power to hold it back but i was to weak and it broke in. seeing no way out i jumped head first into the magma. i could feel myself sinking into darkness, weightlessness and peacefulness. above my head "lives" (like in a video game) appeared and i was back in front of the lava and still on the cave. i had to jump into the magma about 3 more times...after it hit 0 it went back to 13 lives. eventually i died for good.

I awoke in some doughnut shaped room that was pure white. (i somehow knew it wasnt heaven, hell, or earth, but the middle ground. the gateway to all 3). i turned around and there was this secretary, but her stomach was bloated massively and looked like it had magma inside it. i did a double take and she was thin, but had given birth to a kid. the kid was just a head and a few mangled ribs, but it was completly calm and alive. the woman drop a tear and the baby started to heal. while it was healing i walked over to the hole. i saw the video game character Ares (from "the god of war"...which i find weird cause i haven't played or even thought about the game in a very long time) destroying cities and mountains. men were screaming "its the god of war". someone around me was telling me that that was me in the future, that that was what i was destined to become.

l walked over to a computer monitor and on it was a layout of the room. on it was a bunch of double daggers (its like a cross and revers cross fused together) and circles floating around the layout

the woman then spoke over my shoulder and said "the choice is yours, go to hell for power, or heaven for eternal peace. but your time is not up yet. your destiny on earth is still to be fulfilled" and with that i was reincarnated back to the volcano, outside the cave. The eruption was over. i walked over to the cave and saw the skeletal remains of my old body. at that moment i awoke.

I need help as to try to understand its meaning. ive never had a dream like this before (hence why im posting on this site).

[mwyna]

This is not an interpretation of your dreams but an answer to the question in the title.
Yes you could be responsible for hell on earth to some extent. So could we all. Just as you could be responsible for heaven on earth. Choices you make can affect those around you in both negative and possitive ways. If choices you have made are chaotic in nature, expect that chaos to spread beyond your own personal space. As the dream says, the choice is yours.