Wolf-Recurring-Love-[prepare for long story]

[Look-out-for-Me]

Well I'm desperate.
I started dreaming of this person years ago..maybe..6 years now??

[note:they haven't been as frequent as they were in the begining & two years ago]

He is the most gorgeous being I've ever seen really, I met him in an odd, or strange way tho.
It all began with a voice speaking to me, a god like being, told me I had a choice, That I can choose between heaven and hell.
[and on either side of me it was desert. hells side a fair was going on, alot of people were there. On heavens side, a few pufts of dry grass and a light leading up into the sky "the gate way to heaven"]
anyways the voice told me my whole family was going to hell and I had a choice to go with them or to heaven.
Naturally my first thought was to protect my family so I chose hell. He or "god" swiftly but gently dropped me to the "earth" and he was gone.

I saw the gate way to heaven immediatly close up.. and I started walking towards the fair [carnival/exhibition] seeing family members, strangers, food boths, rides.

Than I saw both of them, a young girl with long blonde wavy hair,with some dirty blonde streaks in it. And him a young guy, well built shoulders, wearing a plain redish/orange tee, and black jeans. He had pale skin, black jaw length slightly waved hair, and blue eyes. They were holding hands but let go of each other, hugged and she went off with two other males.
That's when we started walking toward each other, instantly drawn to each other, and it was such a deep connection, especially his eyes, his eyes took me in.
Once we reached each other, we kissed, held hands and walked off together.

Now this is where the 'romance' of the dream fizzles lol
everything goes black than
I woke up in a house, people passed out everywhere [kinda like an old 60-70's party where everybody had i guess an orgy or just did it in front of others while out of it on drugs or alcohol]

He was in the bathroom washing up, and I um used the bathroom lol while he washed his face. We felt totally and oddly comfortable with each other.

We left the house, and walked back to the fair/carnival hand in hand.
Standing at the exact spot we kissed/met and it was there we
kissed goodbye. and I woke up.


From than on I have been dreaming of him, and there was even a time I woke up [about 3 years ago] and I felt warmth as if being held, and saw in my waking life that he was holding me as I slept. It was such the best feeling, that I fell asleep again, comforted with him there.

Later on the dreams got more vivid [I think thats the right word?]
and a black pack of wolves is after me and my daughter [I was holding a little pink bundle in my arms] they especially wanted to kill her, than me second.

it was snowy and i was running FAST, stumbling in the snow, but getting up quickly.
And than he came out of no where, so quickly, and sought out to protect us, he always protected me in my dreams [only twice i dreamt i had a daughter although I'm sure she wasn't his]
And it was always black wolves after me, the main pack leader especially looked to kill me. There was even a time I transformed into a wolf myself just as the pack leader was about to go at my throat, but I changed, got him by the ear and shook him up, killing him, I think I broke his neck? but I know I killed him somehow.

anyways thos are the basics [my apologies if it's all a mix =/ ]

dreams of wolves, him [i feel as if i love him as well, and not once have we spoke with each other in my dreams]
oh! and that blonde girl, I often dreamt of her later on, always having to save her, we were like best friends =] that blonde girl and I had almost the exact outfit, A white thick tank top, and white flowing skirt. she had her long wavy hair, nd I had my brown hair,tanned skin.

Anyways today I have a daughter, had one with a guy who only looked similiar to the guy in my dream, but instead he has green eyes, is shorter and I just know it is not him. [the father of my baby never were in a relationship and just well had one of those drunken nights, and to be honest it was my first time to you know 'it']

But I just need some sort of guidance as to whom this person I dream of is??
I feel like maybe we belong together, like I feel I should wait for him, that some day I will meet him. Not once have I met anyone like him. and to be honest a guy like that, I can't picture a guy that good looking wanting to be with me.

jeez almost forgot, last week it was a pack of lions after me [and if i recall lions and wolves can mean the same thing??]

omg I am just mixed up in explaining things aren't I
well hope you can understand part of it at least..

another factor, It was about 13 I started dreaming about this guy, and today I am 19 =] with a one year old daughter.

I honestly long to meet him, to see him and be with him.
if things like this aren't possible, how can I let a thing like this go??


Thank you,
Kat

[Sandylynn4578]

I have similar dreams like this as well that I have had for years since I was younger. I am not sure what they mean for either of us but I hope that someday soon we will know and meet those that we have dreamed of for so long.