prophecies, lucid dreams, seeking guidance

[toritoterco]

Hi stranger,

As a young child I was terrified to go to bed. I would wake up sobbing and as much as my parents tried to console me, I could never remember what I had dreamt or why it was so disturbing to me as a child. I feared going to bed. As an adult now, I don't fear it as much as am drained by the dreams I do have.

As I grew older, my dreams became clearer, more detailed, included dates, locations. They involved all senses, occurred in real time, and I've developed the ability to continue off from where I left off with concentration.

A relative of mine is a shaman and always tried to take me under her wing, but while she has good intentions, I have always sought another mentor. She's given me minimal instruction, and we both feel/see energy, I guess you can call them spirits.

I spent a great deal of my childhood around native american reservations around New England. Too often have strangers come up to me, given me spiritual items, told me that I was special and had a gift, told me of the work ahead of me, one even called me one of the last prophets. I take everything with a grain of sand, but when several strangers can describe your life without known you, there's something to be said. Several others have approach my close family, naming me, giving them the date and place of my birth, other personal details you couldn't find online or on my birth certificate.

My dreams have always been prophetic, and on top of that I've started to be able to see auras, though don't know how to develop that skill. Colors around people, in particular children. I've also been trying to astrally project, and have been successful as far as the going around my apartment, with the light connecting my non-physical energy to my body.

I guess I'm using this as a shout in the dark. I don't think, I know there are others. I'm not alone, and I know my abilities and sight go beyond the subconscious manifesting itself. We seek one another.

I'm all ears, stranger.

[dkdreamer]

hey there, i am waiting on another like myself as well. i have been looking for 25 years. i hope you will go to my web page and read the dreams i have had over my life time. i dream of an angel telling me messages to give to the world. i have been trying to pass on these messages for years but people do not want to believe. so i wait. there will be another like me who will take my messages to the world who will have the same gift i have. i have been shown the future. every dream i have ever had has happened 2 weeks after i dreamed them. i do not dream unless it is going to happen. that is why i am not afraid to tell my dreams to everyone. i know they will see them happen. i never know how or where. or for that matter why. but i do know they will happen. i saw a building that i was afraid would collapse and a baby who almost drown. i put them here and they happened. 2 weeks after i put them here. most people like to say it is a coincidence but after watching these all of my life i know they are not coincidental. i know i am a prophet. i bring messages from an angel who speaks to me in my dreams. i keep hoping to meet the other i am waiting on. all in good time. i would like to hear some of the prophecies you have told others. if you read my book in my forum i hope you will let me know if there are any similarities. i too have indian background. my mother is from the carolinas and my dad from the black hills. thanks for sharing, have a great day. blessings, kate

[toritoterco]

I do not consider myself anything based on what people tell me. I rely on logic, on myself as a means to my own end, as my worth and morality depending on my achievements.

So I go forth seeing where I can find more pieces to the puzzle.

My dreams are too detailed and defined to put out there. I don't want to scare, I'm not scared of what I see. They involve nature and man coming together to eliminate infection (that can be taken any way by the interpreter.) Man chooses to eliminate man, nature must defend itself. Man will never dominate nature. For long at least.

Massive evacuations, final decline of the greatest economic system, negotiations of peace. These are vague and have been repeated several times. Yes, I know. Nothing to guide. That is the point. Those that see know that the gray (neither black or white - this does not imply race, mind you) majority are not meant to survive, for a reason. Those in limbo have been leeches, unable to decide anything independent of others, letting the minds feel guilt, serve their needs based on that simple face. Need. They destroy progress, growth, love, education.

On the flip side I do see growth, internal growth of civilization. The forming of the collective mind towards a greater dependence on the inward, instead of the opposite (space, externalities, superficialities.) A growth of the mind.

Hmm... thoughts? Do any of you see the same?

[bcdreamer]

You said rather eloquently what I have felt for many years. Since a child I have marvelled sadly about the terrible destructive nature of humankind. Oh, there are bright true lights here and there, but there is so much worship of death, death of others, death of animals, death of nature. I have always "felt" in a deep inner way that the earth itself is a lifeform, staggering in scale perhaps, but alive nonetheless. The earth will defend itself, because it must. It is painful that people do not SEE how wrong it is to poison and destroy and tamper...but I have never been able to wish death upon anything or anyone. I was born back when there were 2.5 billion people on earth and even then those that knew such things said that was not sustainable for the planet itself, not to mention all the other species that share it with us. How much more true that is today, as we approach 7 billion. Something has to give. Somehow, I don't think it will be the earth. Like you, some things I see I will not share, I don't want to frighten people. And I am not afraid either, these things must be....Bless all of you out there, may it go well for you.

[toritoterco]

bcdreamer:

When/how did your visions originate? I'm always interested in how sight came into people's lives. I see it in very young children, but when I meet other adults, I always wonder how they nurtured their gifts, or rather maintained them. What is your profession? I'm sorry for the questions, I feel like I hit a brick wall with some things I've seen recently and I need stimulus.

Hope all is well.

[bcdreamer]

To answer your question, when I was very young I had spectacular dreams, but two recurring ones that I kept dreaming for many years at a very young age (younger than 6). I also remember be able to "stare" at things and I would start seeing pictures, of the past, of people, trees, the way places looked years ago. I also had a life-threatening illness at the age of 7 and was bedridden for many months, during which time I had outrageous dreams. I'm not saying they were all prophetic by any means, but some were (including the two recurring ones). In some I met what I would call "guides" - I don't know who they were, but the emanated calmness and kindness and I had no sense of fear of them at all. I think they came to me to help me get over my illness, which can be very frightening for a small child. Later on when I got older, I read copious amounts about loads of subjects and looked into to different types of religion and spirituality, practised meditation, etc. I have also had the good fortune of meeting some really quite "interesting" people who triggered certain responses in me that led me down paths I would otherwise not even have ever dreamed of, and this has been very good and eye-opening for me. A wise person once said, when the pupil is ready, the teacher will appear. If, as you say, you have hit "a brick wall" do NOT give up! Keep asking, searching, and keep your eyes and mind open - that phrase is the truth, you will meet someone or follow a particular line of inquiry or travel some place, and bingo, there will be your guidepost. It may be a person, a book, an event, a spiritual insight - the road is different for every person so I can't say you "should" do anything, follow your heart and it will guide you. By "heart" you could interpret the meaning as your Higher Self too, if you are so inclined. I can't give you all the steps I took, it would take, well, as long as it took! There are always "signposts" though and one that took me years to really grasp is the fact that, if you are going along the right road, things get easier, you find answers (or at least more questions), and if you are doing what isn't right for you (repeating a pattern, making bad choices), then things will get worse until you get the lesson and move on. It sounds a bit trite as I read that sentence over, but it really is the truth. I'm in my fifties now and have been "soul-searching" (for lack of a better term) since I was about 5 - it doesn't ever really stop. Life isn't perfect for me, but I keep trying to increase my understanding. Sometimes I will have a "wow" dream, sometimes it will be an "ah ha" moment when awake, and sometimes I will "hear" words behind words that are the actual meaning when the speaker is trying to deceive. I hope your "brick wall" isn't too daunting for you, please don't give up. The Great Mind of the Universe wants us to progress and unfold and reach our full potential, I am very sure of that, just keep at it. And you never know what direction inspiration will come from, could be an insight while you're walking in the country or along a beach, or something pull or power you feel watching a sunset, or meeting someone. Good luck and may you find what you seek. Namaste.

[bcdreamer]

Sorry for my spelling/grammar in the previous post (long day on the computer). You had asked what my profession is, and I deliberately did not answer because I do not think it is at all important or relevant. Anyone has the ability for growth and change, doesn't matter if you sweep floors or are a brain surgeon. And age doesn't matter either - you might find "guidance" or "insight" from an encounter with a child, or with someone who is 100. Wisdom doesn't necessarily come tied with a bow or in academia, sometimes a truth can be ugly and horrifying, but it is still TRUE. Someone whom I respect greatly once told me that love is the most powerful force in all of the universe....love allows us to forgive, love ends wars, love let's us help our fellow beings. I hope this helps, good luck to you.

[Chrizx0]

Hey... im 16 now.. ive had similar occurrences when i was young, waking dreams i guess, i would be afraid seeing things that were not there to my parents, and i would have no memory of them in the morning, The last time i think it nearly happened when i was around 12 but before then i had countless more., i was sleeping just having a normal dream, when suddenly the dream dissipated and everything went black like my eyes were shut. i then had an extremely strange feeling as though something was passing into me, it was extremely disturbing and i immediately opened my eyes and was well shocked obviously, i then looked around and saw what appeared to be a person standing nearby, however i could not see them as a normal person. they appeared to be made of glass yet they did not bend the light like glass almost as if they were not there, yet my eyes focused in such a way that i did see them. anyways i then proceeded to Scream my ass off, and the "person" walked out through the wall as i was screaming. parents came, tried to comfort me but i was seriously terrified and they were of no use, they even offered me to sleep on their bed.. i tried but i was so filled with fear that i even felt afraid then. My dog then came into my parents room and i brought it into my room, i had heard dogs could see ghosts, i sat on my bed hugged my dog so that its head was on my shoulder looking behind me as i looked at the other wall, giving us a 360 degree view of the room, eventually my dog tried sleeping but i kicked it lightly so it would stay awake guarding me while i slept, i was seriously afraid. anyways since then i have always slept with my dog nearby. and i have had no more experiences like that.

I am related to Native Americans, the Cree Indian tribe i believe, and i have had some dreams, dreams in which i reacted in ways others would not, these dreams were very lucid , which is why i have remembered them, In one i was defending myself from a person who was attempting to kill me, i killed him by throwing him off a 40'ish floor building, unfortunately his immortal spirit decided to come back and i fought him again, only this time he was well, not kill able so i had to do something which would temporarily stop him. i then proceeded to run, along with everyone else, i remember running through a house, in which i accidentally ran the wrong way into a closed off room with a glass screen door, i felt so desperate to escape that i felt i did not have enough time to run into the next room and go out the front door so i had to punch it open, it took 2 punches both of which were extremely painful but allowed me to escape, after running further away i saw my parents and sister parked nearby with the door open for me, i jumped in and told my dad to drive fast, i was sitting in the front my sister in the back, i looked at her in the rear view mirror and she looked normal. looked again a few minutes later and there was the spirit of the person i killed looking back at me. immediately i opened the door and jumped out the car which was going very fast and i rolled on the floor quite painfully severely injuring myself, my parents drove the car back to me kinda like "WTF??" and then i sensed it again but i could not see it, i then basically gave up.. there was nothing that i could have done, it was immortal, invisible, able to find me anywhere and i was so badly injured my hands cut to pieces from the window, my body broken from the car-jump i tried lashing out at it, i hit something and then the dream ended itself. Prior to all this occurring there was another event although im not sure as to when it happened during the dream ,i was in a 3rd world countries slum which was.. um basically infected with the undead and i was randomly in the middle of it, not a good place to be. i tried to fight a few off then resorted to running, got stuck in a small shack and broke the wall down cus well.. it was a flimsy shack. ran away and up a mountainside towards a city to warn other people.

Another Lucid dream i had was in my parents house in Canada, while i was on holiday in that house. (i assume from this point i am dreaming) *dreaming* i awake in my bed, turn on the lights wondering why i am awake as it is still the middle of the night, im thirsty so i go downstairs and get myself a drink, after i go back upstairs turning the lights off downstairs and i look into my parents room where my mother, father and sister are all sleeping ( my sister was afraid to sleep alone) for some reason they left the light on but i decide not to bother them. i turn the hallway light off and go to the room i was sleeping in , it is a fairly large room with a highly elevated ceiling , i turn the light off and walk to my bed and i sit down, as i am relaxing. something about 8 feet tall and very large walks into my room(i immediately stand up) it says something to me in a strange voice(i do not know what it said), i reply by saying " you cannot win.". I then charge towards it and punch it as hard as i can, its head moves with the punch but it seemingly has no effect, with a simple swipe of its arm it flings me across the room and i slam into a wall, the pain is sharp and immediate and i slump down to the floor, i cannot give up and i get back up again and charge again towards the "thing" aiming to land another hit, there is no more fear . as i am about to hit it , it makes a motion to hit me but then everything stops and the dream ends.

There is another dream which i remember quite vividly which makes me feel strange by even remembering it.
Everything was black and in the middle there was a single flame, slowly the flame shrunk until it disappeared, at that moment of its disappearance i felt an immense emptiness and fear so great i find it impossible to re imagine, the fear only lasted for a short instance and i awoke, my ears were ringing extremely loudly as if i could not hear anything else, slowly the ringing stopped and i relaxed.

Another dream i find myself in the ocean swimming to an island, once i get onto the beach i notice a pathway, between two wheat fields, with a slight incline... as it is the only way through i walk on the pathway until eventually i see a small crossroads with two people, they are skinning a gazelle alive, the gazelle is standing still not taking any notice of the men tearing off its skin, its a disturbing image, the gazelle is bloody all of its muscles visible, i ask the men if they are hurting the gazelle they say "no its fine" i say ok and decide to walk down the way i came. soon i come to my senses about 5 seconds later thinking " what the hell..." i turn around and tell them that i think they are hurting it, out of nowhere they pull out two swords and start attacking me, thankfully i have a sword aswell and i am able to defend myself for a while, i knock one to the ground, not killing him, however the other catches me off guard, knocking me down and then stabbing me through my throat, i cant breath, speak, or move. the dream then ends.

there are other dreams with a significance to me, but i do not have the time to fully explain them as it is getting late.

[toritoterco]

Thanks Chris for sharing. It actually triggered two memories. When I was around 8, and still woke up crying from horrible nightmares, I was, of course, sleep deprived. Even now I do not enjoy to fall asleep (I think it's the most depressing thing, closest to death, inactivity while the world continues.) Anywho, I remember walking home alone (I'm an only child,) and getting home and resting on my parents bed, face up, arms stretched out (this is the position I take now when I was get into astral projection.) I would not fall asleep, but not be awake. I would leave my body, but not as far as I do now, and I could hear so many voices. Feel spirits "walking" around me, and get scared, feeling as if someone were breaking into the house. I realized, looking back, that since I was not in a peaceful state, I wasn't really going anywhere, and felt fear at this accidental probing into the subconscious.