Pool...Ex Girlfriend...Military

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hey since you guys in this section seem to be the more Christian oriented...i thought i'd post this here.


well, i typed out a much longer and more clear version of this but the site didn't seem to register and i was somehow not logged in by the time i had submitted this. and that's frustrating.


i've had several dreams of just one of these subjects, but the last two i want to look into because of their big similarities.



in one, i'm getting married to my ex girlfriend, there's a feeling of excitement, in this dream we were to get married THAT NIGHT. there was a feeling of everything was being taken care behind the scenes, wedding preparations if you will.


there was a swimming pool at this house i was at with her and some of her friends. one of her friends tried to either jokingly or purposely provoke me by making a comment or there was a writing of some sort about there being SOME OTHER GUY. i do not know if that has any relevance or not, we'll see.


then the scene changes and i believe i take a short swim in the swimming pool at the house. and then got out to talk to her and one of her friends. i found myself telling her friend how i did not make it into the military...( in real life, i was discharged from the military not too long ago.) this friend of hers in the dream is also a friend of hers in real life. and at the time i had this dream, when i told her friend about my little military experience, IT WOULD HAVE been the way i would tell her if i had seen her again in real life. Because at the time, I hadn't seen my girlfriend nor her friends in a long time since we broke up.


NOW...in the dream, i KNEW she was THE ONE but...i had this terrible depressing feeling that i was not ready to do this. i was not ready to marry her but i loved her and wanted to just i knew i wasn't ready.


the dream then switched over to me, her, and friends/family in a medieval type place, i would say it's a church before anything else. there was a priest there and he said something but all i can remember is hearing him say "1 corinthians."


i then left the scene and left her there, because i was still depressed and sick about going through with this marriage at that point.


i was now in a grocery store. i saw three woman write down stuff on cards or pieces of paper, one of them wrote down "Do You Know Me?"


end of that dream.


a second dream happened where me and my ex were in a pool, a kiddy pool, like you would just fill up with water. and we were talking about our situation.


she said "i want to be your girlfriend." and i replied with "you can but not right now is not the right time." or something of that nature.


she got upset and left and i followed her and kissed her to try and make her feel better. but she still seemed upset.


before that scene though...there was another reference or a whole scene about me coming out of the military.


end of that second dream.


so...both of these dreams have the following:


1. pool of some sort

2. me and my ex pursuing a relationship but me not feeling ready/not right time.

3. a reference to me coming out of the military.


well, that's that.


i hope they mean something, i hope they're not just my head.


and i hope even MORE...that WHATEVER they mean...be it symbolic or literal...that it MANIFESTS in real life REALLY SOON...because my life sucks.

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but what do all the themes mean?


i was not GOING INTO the military in the dream but just being shown how i've COME OUT.


what did the whole "i want to be your girlfriend." and then i say "you can but now is not right." mean?


she got upset.