Stressfull and disturbing
I have had nightmares almost every night my whole life and I have come to accept it, but I sometimes have some that are more intense than others. Until I figure out what they are telling me, I have them night after night and can't get them out of my head. The past week has been filled with very stressfull and disturbing dreams that I haven't been able to analyse on my own.
The first one was in my family home with my brother, sister, mother, father and boyfriend. My mother decided it was best for me if she would have all of my blood drained. I was very upset and scared but felt helpless. When trying to aproach her, I found her crying in her bed. She told me that it hurt her to have to do it, but that it had to be done. I woke up gasping for air and hyperventilating.
The next dream was on a very old ship that looked like the pirate ships in the movies. It was dark and grey outside and the water was dark and tormented. There was a vampire in the crew and I woke up panting when she started walking towards me with a pack of followers.
Last night, my dream took place in a building that looked like an empty school or hospital full of hallways and small rooms. I was with a friend and there were two or three others there that were "evil". I had to hide the fact that I was "good" and had to pretend to befriend them to obtain objects. I had to get the objects (they were in a lunchbox and looked like an apple and sandwich) to my friend without them noticing. I was hovering in this dream. The only way that I could control what the "evil" guys were doing was to hover higher than them and to concentrate on them. I woke up exhausted and very stressed.
Does anyone have any idea what this all means? Anything would help!
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