If only i knew...

[guiltysorrow]

Well, i had a dream last night that i was on a island..
And well, one of my friends had to get beheaded. And so they did.
But then they came back alive. And then i was told my partner would have a choice to give their life for the other person (my friend) Or me and her could just walk away and leave.
I offered myself to die for the both of them. But my partner would NOT let me do it. NO matter what i could say or do in my dream. She wouldn't let me make any choice.
And then i woke up, then fell back asleep.
Then i found myself at school..in a auditorium with people i didn't know
And people that were from my other schools that i have been too.
And welll..everything seemed so weird.
Everyone was mean, and then nice. And then the teachers didn't care.
And then i found myself outside, trying to help on of my music teachers move a plant so no one could run it over.

And then i found myself back at a house that me and my partner live in, and my mom came by and asked me how many times i have used a fire arm. And i said 3 times.
And then my partner kept wanting to leave. And i kept asking her why i can't go with her. And she kept saying because because because.
But she never left..
And then i woke up..

please..help me. I need to know what this meant, or what any of you think.

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
The one who was decapitated means if he has debts he will pay back, if he is ill means he will cure or if he has a problem it will be solved.
He died then was alive means he will have a longer life.