torture

[Influenza]

My sister has become an expert in... (feng shui?? lucky/unlucky things?).... she commented about how the objects (school-stationaries) in my room are often grey or brown and those are what brings bad luck... i didn't want to throw them away though for some reason... and it seems pointless to throw them away when the choices/consequences are in the past and i couldn't change them now... though i decided that from then on when i buy object i choose colors that are not grey or black... she said that will increase my luck and happiness

then she told me she's not really and expert yet and there are things she is unsure of... she told me i could learn more from watching a certain movie and she handed me a copy... it happened to be a movie with lots of violence that i came across before and didn't want to watch... now that she hands me the movie again I became somewhat curious but still i wasn't sure about watching it

as i think of the movie the scene changes... i am in a place that appears to be a bath house and everyone was showering for some purpose... but then there was some strange rule where if you haven't showered in the last 48 hours and i haven't... a normal shower wont do for the thing i am put there for... so i got dragged to a special room and was forcefully washed... held against my will, had huge volumes of 'scalding-hot' water thrown at me and scrubbed at places i did not want to be touched.... after the "cleansing ritual" i was dragged to a room still naked and wet... ready for the man who was going to rape me.. like he was doing with everyone else who were placed in this strange house. I fought hard trying to out-smart him and managed to narrowly escape but only with him running close after me.

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
If hot water was thrown over you means you will get serriously ill.
If you help a few homeless for food or more it may pass slightly.
Good luck to you.