I need many years of therapy lol but would love some peoples ideas!

[Christina]

Ok so it starts off i'm walking down a slight hill somewhere i've never been before like a light brown dry mud lane, quite wide but short then i turn off into this like old car repair garage place and lots of people are standing about i walk on in and above the wide entrance it says...great wedding services....inside thers lots of different sized tables and few church pews and the minister at the front hands me loads of different ceramic bowls to hand out to everyone, i turn around and now the church/garage is full, so everyone is getting annoyed at me giving every single person one of these used bowls, they are for collection money but i keep saying the minister made me so anyway i turn around and the seat i had planned to keep for myself and my well now ex boyfriend is being blocked by two blonde girls, the boyfriend walks in and is angry because there is no seats left but i move the girls seats in and he gets the seat but now i can't fit in so i shove really violently up beside my mother but i feel bad because she wanted to sit at the end of the row to see the bride.....who is actually my older sister...but i stay anyway, then my sister comes up the aisle in an old white style dress with the headress, i think its kind of battered but anyway as every one stands i walk into the aisle a bit more as i see who the groom is, who is actually this man that she used to be married to in real life but then got divorced too, i tug at her dress and can't understand whats she doing, its like i knew the future, i starting shouting at her saying what are you doing? you know that you divorce this man? but anyway then i run out of the service through a small town along the footpath with lots of small shops, i pass a small pet shop but its more like an immaculate office type thing with black and white tiling and the shelves are neatly packed with horse feed and a diagonal desk in the corner but no one is in it. anyway i carry on down the road, i'm trying to get somewhere and so i take what i think is a short cut down a side road, it turns out to be a garage again and i walk past these mecanics that just smile and i nod and walk on quite meriily i then realise that it isnt a road and in my mind i kept saying cul-de -sac but anyway it was just a mecanics garage with more mecanics at the back, i turn and walk towards where i came in, with the light ahead of me outside. but one of the mecanic's runs ahead and turns on the shutters, i run for the exit in disbelief but i'm trapped inside, i turn around and they're all laughing and begin to crowd around me, i'm panicking and still in disbelief at this stage, and it becomes apparent that they are going to try and rape me, next thing the shutters go up and a man bends down and runs in and they all start fighting i run for the exit and run up the street to the pet shop i saw earlier except this time it is repositioned to further along the street past the garage i was in, i walk in and again notice the black and white tiles, i ring an old traditional bell for some attention, still panicky. a young woman comes out and i'm ask her if she knows the garage and she tells me yes but that she doesn know anyone from it, so i ask her to ring the police, i turn around a police man walks, he starts speaking to me and i notice another police man in a dodgy uniform also walking towards the glass pane of the shop, i realise almost immediately that its the mecanics in desguise, i play it really cool but still totally in disbelief as i realise the whole town is in on this sort of scheme, i don't know how but i get away quickly and run knowing that i need to get as far away from the town as possible. Next thing i'm in a big assembly hall type thing and i'm cooking turkey drummers in a miniature kitchen at the side of it, my mum appears and tells me some important people are coming around and i start cracking up because i've only cooked turkey drummers lol anyway thats fine people start eating then it turns into a gynasium in the hall with monkey bars and things and lots of kids are running around playing and stuff with the general child natter going on, then a big noise is heard and everyone just panics, its like the noise of someone hitting off a garage door, about four big men appear but i don't see their faces they're just really big men all in black and i crouch down somewhere and lots of gunshots are heard and children screaming. it then jumps to a whole hustle and bustle of a police investigation and i'm walking up to the left side of the room where the monkey bars were and a police man and detective are looking at all th blood on the floor. I can't understand why i'm still alive and also realise that the men were the mecanics from before. It then turns into a big theater, really really dark though with red velvet seats, there are lots and lots of rows of seats but they are all facing the wall away from the stage, the stage says circus on it and is the only thing lit up. I'm sitting next to my current boyfriend not the ex boyfriend and now all the seats are filled a young woman dressed in a jokers hat and a jester style outfit and clown make up comes up and asks me and the boyfriend if we want a card as she holds a packet of playing cards, my boyfriend picks one and its a black suit then i pick one, i think it was an ace and then she says pick another, you can win a prize for free entrance for the second semester...i vivdly remember her saying semester anyway, i pick another and i get two out, its either clubs or spades, i think it was 6 or 8 of spades and then the other card i don;t know but instead of a white background its blood red and i just feel this big panic run through me, almost as if its a warning as to..its you next! wow sorry my dream was so long lol