this has been bothering me for sometime now..

[sspeed11257]

hey everyone.. my name is david.. first.. it really wasnt a dream.. i was hanging out with some of my friends and we were drinking an i did some ether.. i did it before but ive never had anything happen like this... it happend about a year ago..

So after about 3 shots.. i did a little bit of the ether an next thing you know i blacked out... when i blacked out i had my whole life flash before my eyes.. i saw myself lead up to were i died.. i saw a bunch of unknown people an places that i havent been.. icant remember the pure details of it all or how i died i just remember seeing everyone crying over my death an i was freaking out because i was dead...( my friend ben said i was standing in the middle of the drive way crying) since that point ive been having deja vu about it... i ended up going to job corp in ashville.. were ive never been. since ive been here ive been having deja vu a lot.. it stopped for about a month or so an then bam it happened again and the other times i just kinda blew it off but this time i had a mild panic attack... i felt like the point of my death was getting closer.... ive had dreams that have came true before.. by detail.. yet this wasnt a dream... an when i came out of the blackout... i saw my friend ben an was sayin in my head dont say this.. dont say this... ( i cant remember was i said) but then he said it word for word... an then same thing happened with cory as i came out of it.... i knew exactly word for word what they were gonna say before they were gonna say it.. i truely think i saw my own death... and i keep getting deja vu about it.. an it just feels like its getting closer and closer... i dont know what to really do or think.....

[Wolfjk]

Originally Posted by sspeed11257

hey everyone.. my name is david.. first.. it really wasnt a dream.. i was hanging out with some of my friends and we were drinking an i did some ether.. i did it before but ive never had anything happen like this... it happend about a year ago..

So after about 3 shots.. i did a little bit of the ether an next thing you know i blacked out... when i blacked out i had my whole life flash before my eyes.. i saw myself lead up to were i died.. i saw a bunch of unknown people an places that i havent been.. icant remember the pure details of it all or how i died i just remember seeing everyone crying over my death an i was freaking out because i was dead...( my friend ben said i was standing in the middle of the drive way crying) since that point ive been having deja vu about it... i ended up going to job corp in ashville.. were ive never been. since ive been here ive been having deja vu a lot.. it stopped for about a month or so an then bam it happened again and the other times i just kinda blew it off but this time i had a mild panic attack... i felt like the point of my death was getting closer.... ive had dreams that have came true before.. by detail.. yet this wasnt a dream... an when i came out of the blackout... i saw my friend ben an was sayin in my head dont say this.. dont say this... ( i cant remember was i said) but then he said it word for word... an then same thing happened with cory as i came out of it.... i knew exactly word for word what they were gonna say before they were gonna say it.. i truely think i saw my own death... and i keep getting deja vu about it.. an it just feels like its getting closer and closer... i dont know what to really do or think.....

Hi,
I don't have to say it! You know you should keep away from ETHER whatever it is! Your dream might have saved your life by frightening you awke. Next time you might not be so lucky! Keep off it and you'll be OK!
Cheers Wolfjk

[sspeed11257]

i dont know... no matter how much i try to better my life i seem to keep getting that deja vu about it.. like it seems like its getting closer to happening... i guess if its my time to go its my time.. i just hope its no time soon.. i have so much in life i would like to do..

[Wolfjk]

Originally Posted by sspeed11257

i dont know... no matter how much i try to better my life i seem to keep getting that deja vu about it.. like it seems like its getting closer to happening... i guess if its my time to go its my time.. i just hope its no time soon.. i have so much in life i would like to do..

Hi,
Have a talk to a friend, family or counsellor. Or even a doctor. What exactly is "ether"?
Cheers Wolfjk

[sspeed11257]

its a liquid that you huff...( besides that time i only did it once befor that) you get the same feeling like you would if you did whip its.. (nitrogen) ive done a lot of things before an mixed a lot of stuff.. i mean ive tripped off 986mg of DXM before an i was trippin balls but nothing ever like that.. even my friend ben who has done it several times before said he had never had anything like that before... i have a very high mental state of control.. ive actually use to be able to control my dreams as i pleased an put myself into a zombie like state.. ( were you can see everything thats going on but you cant move..) ive had dreams that came true by detail.. I found out that if my dreams are very vivid, clear and detailed an dont jump around like most do. then it has a high chance of happening.. but i try not to worry to much.. i pray to god to keep me safe.. i know he is real.. i spoke with him in one of my dreams an i also made a very very deep prayer to give me a second chance with my ex an the very next day she txted me...he has helped me realize a lot in life.... i heard this saying... if you do to much they will depend on you, do to little they lose faith, but do just enough they will never notice at all.

[Wolfjk]

Originally Posted by sspeed11257

its a liquid that you huff...( besides that time i only did it once befor that) you get the same feeling like you would if you did whip its.. (nitrogen) ive done a lot of things before an mixed a lot of stuff.. i mean ive tripped off 986mg of DXM before an i was trippin balls but nothing ever like that.. even my friend ben who has done it several times before said he had never had anything like that before... i have a very high mental state of control.. ive actually use to be able to control my dreams as i pleased an put myself into a zombie like state.. ( were you can see everything thats going on but you cant move..) ive had dreams that came true by detail.. I found out that if my dreams are very vivid, clear and detailed an dont jump around like most do. then it has a high chance of happening.. but i try not to worry to much.. i pray to god to keep me safe.. i know he is real.. i spoke with him in one of my dreams an i also made a very very deep prayer to give me a second chance with my ex an the very next day she txted me...he has helped me realize a lot in life.... i heard this saying... if you do to much they will depend on you, do to little they lose faith, but do just enough they will never notice at all.

Hi,
God will only help you if you stop this tripping! Otherwise it is all downhill! Try some willpower!

[mwyna]

i have a very high mental state of control

Obviously you do not. Blacking out is not a minor thing and that is without drugs in your body. Blacking out because of drugs is a dangerous game. You really should leave them alone.

[sspeed11257]

oh and i have.. ive just never blacked out on anything before... and having that happen scared me to death.. but i do have a very high mental state of mind.. most people when they tripp out on somethin they tend to not no whats going on and often freak out.. instead of freakin out.. i have a calm mental state and just say this is interesting..when i was younger i was able to dream of things that were to happen.. and even now my intuition is very good.. honestly i think when i blacked out i prob. tapped into the physic area..

[Wolfjk]

Originally Posted by sspeed11257

oh and i have.. ive just never blacked out on anything before... and having that happen scared me to death.. but i do have a very high mental state of mind.. most people when they tripp out on somethin they tend to not no whats going on and often freak out.. instead of freakin out.. i have a calm mental state and just say this is interesting..when i was younger i was able to dream of things that were to happen.. and even now my intuition is very good.. honestly i think when i blacked out i prob. tapped into the physic area..

Hi,

honestly i think when i blacked out i prob. tapped into the physic area

There is no "psychic area"! You are trying to justify to yourself the reasons for taking drugs.
Perhaps you have been lucky so far. Some drug takers end up crumpled in a corner choked to death on their own vomit because their vivid and violent dreams could not wake them up in time.
Take care!