Rape, Abuse, Death and Pregnancy!! HELP!!

[Unity]

The dream felt like it went on for hours - and it might have. You see, I'm usually awake every 2-3 hours to feed my 5 month old baby. We're going through lots of changes, my husband started a new job (which is going great) and we're moving house this weekend (away from my family but closer to husbands work)

Anyways, the nightmare went a bit like this:

I was walking passed my parents house and felt exhausted. I noticed a lorry parked close to my parents house and got in. There were men in the lorry and I asked them if they would take me home. Instead, they raped me. I stumbled out of the lorry, ragged and crying. My dad walked up to me and asked if I was okay, I couldn't look him in the face and told him I needed to go home.

When I got home, the front of the house was smashed in. The family car was beaten up and the back end was sticking out of the house. My neighbour said "he's really angry". My husband then came out and said that a video of me being raped was all over the internet and everyone I knew had seen it. He then beat me with an iron bar. (which really, really hurt) There was no mention of my baby - or that I had one.

I woke up screaming and crying, my husband calmed me down and I kept apologising to him, but he insisted it was just a dream and not to feel guilty. I fell asleep again and then....

I dreamt that I was at a funeral. It was my husbands. I didn't see him die. But for some reason I truely believed he was dead. I was devastated. Then I looked down and saw I had a pregnant belly. I was overcome with anguish and then I got arrested by the police who had said I murdered him!!

Can someone PLEASE tell me what these dreams are all about? It's the worst nightmare I've ever had.

Thanks!

Unity.

[Wolfjk]

Originally Posted by Unity

The dream felt like it went on for hours - and it might have. You see, I'm usually awake every 2-3 hours to feed my 5 month old baby. We're going through lots of changes, my husband started a new job (which is going great) and we're moving house this weekend (away from my family but closer to husbands work)

Anyways, the nightmare went a bit like this:

I was walking passed my parents house and felt exhausted. I noticed a lorry parked close to my parents house and got in. There were men in the lorry and I asked them if they would take me home. Instead, they raped me. I stumbled out of the lorry, ragged and crying. My dad walked up to me and asked if I was okay, I couldn't look him in the face and told him I needed to go home.

When I got home, the front of the house was smashed in. The family car was beaten up and the back end was sticking out of the house. My neighbour said "he's really angry". My husband then came out and said that a video of me being raped was all over the internet and everyone I knew had seen it. He then beat me with an iron bar. (which really, really hurt) There was no mention of my baby - or that I had one.

I woke up screaming and crying, my husband calmed me down and I kept apologising to him, but he insisted it was just a dream and not to feel guilty. I fell asleep again and then....

I dreamt that I was at a funeral. It was my husbands. I didn't see him die. But for some reason I truely believed he was dead. I was devastated. Then I looked down and saw I had a pregnant belly. I was overcome with anguish and then I got arrested by the police who had said I murdered him!!

Can someone PLEASE tell me what these dreams are all about? It's the worst nightmare I've ever had.

Thanks!

Unity.

Hi,
Dreams are about what is happening in your sleep. However the subconscious uses past experiences and a great deal of creative imagination to construct the dream.

I'm usually awake every 2-3 hours to feed my 5 month old baby.

The above quote indicates that you may be suffering post natal depression. I any case you are definitely suffering from sleep deprivation as waking up every 2 - 3 hours does not give you much rest. If it is your first baby you may need some help from a pediatritian.
Perhaps things will settle down when you moved. Don't worry about your dreams. Your subconscious creates them to wake you up and when you are tired you need a violent and strange dream to wake you.
Cheers Wolfjk