death dreams

[Lindsayh6]

ok so i need help with my dreams please!

for the past few weeks ive been having very dark depressing dreams..
dream number 1. me and my ex were in church ( weird because hes a bad ass jerk that doesnt pay attention to religion, and i havent been to church in about 2 years) i was sitting in the far back and he was sitting in the front, all the sudden he randomly fell over and died..but no one cared, no one even noticed, i was the only one that cared about him (also weird considering all the stuff he put me through, i should hate him?) the priest held a service for him and i was the only one that showed up, and i was the only one that put flowers on his grave..red daisies?
2. i was at a party with my best guy friend (at the time we hadnt talked much) and for some reason i had to find a ride to work at night? even though i had off that week. and my brothers girl friend volunteered to take me to work and my friend daniel found a ride with some man. me and alison ( my brothers girl friend) were riding in her silver honda accord driving on a road that made T shape (so there was another road coming off of it) and my friend daniel was driving on the attacted road and he crashed into us and we rolled and hit a light pole. the way we hit it though it curved the car into a u shape. and the dream was like me looking at it happening like a movie. and i looked down at the smashed car and saw my body all smashed and deformed and my face was crushed in and there was blood every where. my eye was still looking around though, then when it closed i woke up.


help me!!!! im scared hahahah