rape...intimidation by men

[Aly_baby]

I always have dreams about rape. im never raped i wake up before it happens right before the guy grabs me. but i can feel his intention. i know whats going to happen. but before he actually get me i go through hell..and panic trying to get away from them man. sometimes friends are with me and they have to run to. but in the end he just takes me. or he wont want to rape me but he will intimidate me to no end. once i had a dream that a man i live next door to was threatening me..no specific threat but taunting me.. making it clear that i knew that he could kill me and my whole family if he wanted to. he had cameras in my house watching us. and he would hold a gun on his porch and smile at me every morning before school and i wasnt aloud to tell anyone or he would kill me and my fam. I dream of things like that constantly and wake up scared out of my mind, panicing and almost in tears.