Re-Occuring

[Lola Girl]

its not so much the same dream..but same negative aspects surrounding my father in my dreams.

Every once in a while I have these troubling nightmares about my father. First off it's strange in my opinion that I have these negative dreams about my father and not any other family figures..and I've thought about the state of our relationship and its pretty fine..if anything I should be having nightmares about my controlling and hypocritic mother lol. K so i'm just going to give a few instances:

The first I can remember my father had a gun. My mother and I were trying to escape but he shot her...I was running into the garage to get outside but he was running after me and shot me.

Second I can remember was of me doing homework on a bed in another room and he rushed down the hall to me and started beating me. I don't really know why he was doing this.

Most recently there have been two..First being that I was sitting some place and my father started touching me inappropriatly and i was screaming to get away..the second one was again of my father shooting me..

idk what to think of it all, any ideas?