The black Dog

[Dagny]

I have had this dream at least three to four times a years since I was nineteen,
I am walking to a child presumably my son i am wearing a denim dress, and it's morning, we are in an ally, there is a white picket fence, and kneel down to zip his jacket. The black Dog runs by he is just trotting doesn't even look at us he going somewhere with purpose, there is a big white house behind me the sky is a brilliant blue, he heads to school, I stand up I smile, he turns to wave at me his gloves are red, I hear a gun shot, my head is hurting, I cant see, I feel myself hit the ground, I can hear my heart beat, I can hear the dog bark, there are birds, the dirt tastes good in my mouth, there is tons of non sight based sensations in this dream and each time I have it, it evolves, The jean dress is the same, the black dog, the birds, the little boy, the blue sky, the red gloves the white fence, the ally, and the white house.

Just curious, sometimes I find it rather disturbing, and then other days eh it was just that darn dream again.


Thanks