My Brothers Death Real Life And Nightmares...

[CiaraH]

My Big Brother Died Last Year On The 15th Of April In A Car Accident.. And He Was Only 17. We Laid Him To Rest On The 18th .. Which Would Be Today Last Yr .. Since Then I Have Had Good And Bad Dreams About Him .. One Nightmare Was Were I Had To Bury Him Myself .. i Hate Typing This.. But It Was An Open Coffin And Just On The Floor In My Mams Room.. And I Couldnt Do It.. There Was Also A Shovel And My Cat Tryed To Attack Him On The Bed .. In That Part I Woke .. But There Was Another One Aswell Were Shane Was Lying In A Big Hospital Bed , And The Sheets Were Everywere And It Was In A School Which Was Werid.. There Were Little Kids And Teachers Everywere But I Knew No one Else Apart From My Brother .. i Was Crying Up Againest The Bed Wen A Teacher Came In And I Ran Out And Told Her To F**k Off ..I Dont No Why .. Then I Came Back And Was Like "Sorry,Im Soo Sorry." I Cant Remember What She Said But I Went Back Into Shane Then And I Cant Really Remember The Rest But I Do No That In The Dream It Was Like 6 Months After The Crash And He Looked The Same As He Did In Real Life After .. Which Was Perfect Not A Mark Only On Hands.. I Dont No What To Think Of Them And Iv Had Happy Nice Ones Aswell And I Have A Counseler And Told Her The Good Ones And She Said They Mean Things Like I Look Up To Him And All Which Made Sense But To Hard To Say These To Anyone So I Just Found This ... Dont No What To Do Cant Sleep At Night Sometimes Thinking About Them ..

[Wolfjk]

Originally Posted by CiaraH

My Big Brother Died Last Year On The 15th Of April In A Car Accident.. And He Was Only 17. We Laid Him To Rest On The 18th .. Which Would Be Today Last Yr .. Since Then I Have Had Good And Bad Dreams About Him .. One Nightmare Was Were I Had To Bury Him Myself .. i Hate Typing This.. But It Was An Open Coffin And Just On The Floor In My Mams Room.. And I Couldnt Do It.. There Was Also A Shovel And My Cat Tryed To Attack Him On The Bed .. In That Part I Woke .. But There Was Another One Aswell Were Shane Was Lying In A Big Hospital Bed , And The Sheets Were Everywere And It Was In A School Which Was Werid.. There Were Little Kids And Teachers Everywere But I Knew No one Else Apart From My Brother .. i Was Crying Up Againest The Bed Wen A Teacher Came In And I Ran Out And Told Her To F**k Off ..I Dont No Why .. Then I Came Back And Was Like "Sorry,Im Soo Sorry." I Cant Remember What She Said But I Went Back Into Shane Then And I Cant Really Remember The Rest But I Do No That In The Dream It Was Like 6 Months After The Crash And He Looked The Same As He Did In Real Life After .. Which Was Perfect Not A Mark Only On Hands.. I Dont No What To Think Of Them And Iv Had Happy Nice Ones Aswell And I Have A Counseler And Told Her The Good Ones And She Said They Mean Things Like I Look Up To Him And All Which Made Sense But To Hard To Say These To Anyone So I Just Found This ... Dont No What To Do Cant Sleep At Night Sometimes Thinking About Them ..

Hi,
I'm sorry to hear about your brother.
You dream about people and things you think about in the waking time. Thinking about your brother too often gives you these nightmares. Try to have more interests and that will make you think of your brother less often. In sleep these bad thoughts come into your head and the dream wakes you up. Try to look forward to your own future and look after yourself.
Cheers Wolfjk