more hyper-politically-paranoid dreams

[The Exile]

i was back in my old home. I was posting a letter but accidentally got the address wrong. my mum was terrified because i had sent a letter to a nonexistent address, which is under suspicion of a terrorist act and will get me arrested. I ran back to the mailbox and tried to open it and get the letter out, but i was spotted by the man in a black suit from the government who is always after me in dreams. i made up a story about trying to secretly get a letter to Dignitas, and that i was terminally ill and needed help. then he apologised and said he would help me get euthanasia, and that i should go back home and rest. so i went back home, had an argument with my mum about whether i should die or not, which i won, and went to bed. there were children's pictures of lettuce leaves all over the walls. then the man from the government came to the door and said he couldn't get Dignitas to help me. however, he could get me to Azeroth (an online game world, for those who dont know), where people die all the time, but i would have to walk there. I was just walking up the road when I woke up.

i wasn't the slightest bit scared in the dream. i mostly wanted the euthanasia really badly and was happy about the whole situation. i've been having dreams like this ever since i watched Children of Men a year ago... its driving me nuts...