Witness, 2 little girls, suicide...

[ADoseOfInsanity]

Sorry it is really, really long.

I was watching Degrassi (I watched 2 eps. a while before I fell asleep, because I couldn’t find the remote.) for 2 hours, I guess there was a marathon, in the living room(the living room was not mine, the whole house was not mine at all. I’ve never seen any of the rooms before, but I didn’t seem to notice). When it was over (it was night at this point) I went into the kitchen and I saw 2 little girls. One had blond curly hair that had 2 light pink bows on each side of her head, and blue eyes. She was wearing a blue shirt and a short pink skirt. The second girl had light brown hair that also ended a little past her shoulders, only hers is in a part ponytail, and big light brown eyes. She wore a light brown babydoll dress.

First, the blond haired girl said, “Goodbye” and walked out the backdoor. I could see her walk out the door and turn right so I couldn’t see her anymore. Then she screamed and I knew what happened. I guess she committed suicide by chopping off her own head. I was freaked out. The second little girl, the one with light brown hair, became slightly alarmed. She looked at me and widened her eyes. She also told me “Goodbye” and ran out the door in the same direction the blond one did.

When she opened the door I could she outside, it was foggy and I could see 2 little boys running around with knives. The brown hair girl screamed and ran back in, but she had a knife this time. She was screaming and she was going insane. She started stabbing the right part of her head (like the right side of her face and head). The knife went right through, not like cuts. I was terrified and couldn’t move. There was blood all over and all I could do was watch. She kept coming in and out of the house, and for some reason she ran to an arcade near my house (it was my street, sort of, but not my house) a couple of times. She kept screaming for me to help her. I wanted to but I didn’t know how. I tried to close the back door so she wouldn’t go anywhere (it was kind of hard to do that because she was right by it.).

That was successful and she stopped screaming and stabbing herself after a while. Instead she broke down crying and she begged me to help her. I promised I would and she stopped crying, but her face and hands and dress were full of blood. It scared me. We walked into the living room, the room I was watching TV in before I went into the kitchen. Some how she got sunglasses and she wore them. No one seened to notice the stabs and it didn't even seem to efect her. i thought it was strange. We took a walk down the street and on the sidewalk there was writing but I didn’t read it. All I know is that it was written in pink and blue chalk. We went to a toy store and she was amazed, she had fun. Then we went to the arcade. She stole a slushy -_-‘…She ran off back to our house and she was had an evil smile and an evil laugh. She looked very malicious. I was mad and scolded her.

The next day we went to the water park. We got kicked out -_-‘… For the next month we hung out and became very close. But she would have random out bursts of maliciousness and stabbing herself in the head. Then one day we were in the middle of the street and she told me it was her time to go. I knew what she meant. For some reason I could sense that she wasn’t human. She never told me but I knew it already. I was her master and at one point they all die. They never live long; their life span is 2-3 months tops. She went into the house and into the backyard. She left me there all alone. I felt lonely, and I began to cry.

The next day I was riding on my bike and I saw my older step sister. She was holding hands with her ex, and they were being all lovey-dovey. I rode up to them and asked if I could hang out with them. They weren’t happy about it but they said yes anyway. We went to a hotel that they were staying at and we got up to one of the floors and we walked down a hall and they turned and went behind a curtain after a while they didn’t come out so I left.

That’s about it.

[idgy]

Ok, I'm English so I don't know what Degrassi is. So I looked it up, it all looks rather nasty to me. What are you hoping people will tell you about your dream? It doesn’t mean anything. It seems quite obvious that the content of your dream is directly related to what you have been putting into your mind.

I have just posted a comment on one of your earlier posts, and I really think you need to stop filling your mind with such mindless violence. You can ignore my post and go on watching this stuff, and you will probably tell me that you really enjoy it. That is up to you. But I really hope you can take a step back and look at these films in another way. These films are created for one purpose only and that is to put hate and fear into us. Please try to pull yourself out of your addiction to such TV, for your own sake.

You mind is precious and you have to be careful what you feed it. If you put a virus into your computer, it would soon go wrong. Please don’t make the mistake in thinking that your mind is any different. It is much more precious than any computer could ever be. Please treat yourself and your mind with the respect it deserves.

Also, I should imagine you play violent computer games as well. Am I right? Ditto about them too.

Good luck to you. Please don’t think that I am preaching to you, I am just worried for the peace of your own mind.

[mysteriousdreammer2005]

Look here, idgy. Not to be rude or anything because I can see where you are going, but the thing is, and I think that it's the same for you, when we have a stressful day, we like to escape it. Sometimes we escape it by watching our favorite TV shows. Yes, it can be stupid but none the less we fall for it. Do you understand what I am saying?

[idgy]

MysteriousDreamer,
Thank you for your comment, I do understand what you are sying. I did say in my post that it is up to Mr/s Insanity whether s/he watches this stuff or not. What I was trying to put across was that if you are having really bad nightmares and watch a lot of horror, then you really shouldn’t be surprised about the type of dream you are having.

Certainly everyone is free to watch whatever they like. I just think you should be aware of what horror, blood, guts and gore does to your mind on a subconscious level. I am only speaking from my own experience being a vivid and lucid dreamer. If I watch anything violent or frightening before bed, my dreams and sleep are really disturbed. I still have the right to watch them if I wish, but I am aware that I will have a S**t sleep, so I am more careful now about what I watch.

Like you say, I don’t think it is possible for anyone to cut out TV after a stressful day. But I think it is worth taking into consideration what negative effects certain types of programmes can have on your mind.

[ADoseOfInsanity]

I did not mean to get another into a fight. But, I hate that show. I put in there that I watched to eps. because I could not find the remote. I don't normally watch that if I have a choice. I've had 2 other dreams one was because of a game that I played before I went to bed. Another I'm not sure why I had it. I may or may not post it. It depends if I have time or feel like it.