recurring dream about best friend

[wjdistance09]

he's a senior i'm still a junior...we're both guys but i love him but he has a girlfriend-i dunno if that's relevant or not


but we were in an abandoned parking lot...we both do cross country and track all year long so i think it was a practice. he was getting into his car and i was chasing him. but he drove away leaving me stranded there for an hour and a half. my thinking is that this means i'm lost without his direction? because my dream 2 nights ago was similar in theme (though much powerful- we were parked in his car, the grim reaper came, i covered my eyes, i uncovered then, and then i look at the drivers seat and hes gone...turns out he got stabbed...i get very depressed though it seems nobody else- even his girlfriend, really care for his death at all, then eventually i stab myself in the same place he got stabbed and put myself in the same grave with him)

[wjdistance09]

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and i woke up crying from that dream two nights ago it was so powerful. i thought it was real i was so helpless

[Wolfjk]

Hi,

we're both guys but i love him but he has a girlfriend-i dunno if that's relevant or not

It is all part of growing up! perhaps he grown out of this relationship and chose a girlfriend.
You will have to braden your horison and be friendly with both girls and boys. No good crying over spilt milk!
Cheers Wolfjk

[wjdistance09]

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naw but he never has liked a guy so we were never in a relationship