"the" dream

[Lola Girl]

I call it "the" dreams because this dream has caused sooo many problems since it's been drempt. Fights with a friend, deception, and despair..all from this stupid dream..one I wish someone could give me answers on. It was a very lucid dream and I remember every detail of it.

Dream took place on June 6th 2006.

Im meeting Meghan (My Best friend) at her brothers race when that was over I went back to her house and we got really tired. I had to drive back home and when i did i saw this house that i identified at Brennan and anne's house (Brennan is this guy that i liked and anne is his girlfriend). The date at that moment in the dream was june 3rd 2006. Well i left there and i was driving back home. I was already in my pj's then i started to not feel good. I already had a high fever..Then Blacked out..I woke up in my car sweating and hot. I soon realized i was back in front of their house. I could hear a little boy say, she looks British..I looked up confused and saw them looking at me..I still felt awful and then brennan comes in saying, shes sick we have to take her in..and i hear anne say..dont mention the kids..I open my eyes and look at them confused.I ask, how did i get here? and they said, well what do you remember?..and I said back, I remember driving home, but i dont remember getting there. they tell me to rest some and that im really sick. I said to them..today is June 3rd right?..Anne felt my head and told me to to close my eyes. When i woke up again I figured that since i had been here I was in the future. This was based on what i saw around me. Then i look over and saw Anne on her laptop and meghan on her bl. I get on and started to talk to her but she really didn't know me. I called her on the phone and explained to her what happend and she still didn't remember me...Black out..Now im sitting at like a picnic table across from brennan and we started talking, I asked him if hes talked to me in the past years. He started to Mumbled something then asked me to remember what happend Oct. 22. I thought about it a lot but said..idk....black out.. then i was back at their house and they were getting ready for halloween, then i said to them that i was afraid to go home. He said he would go with me..black out..Now i was walking into my room. Everything was very clean..and felt almost empty..there were pictures of me with no heads on the walls of my room. I looked at them confused then turned to brennan who was in the doorway. I said..I remember, i almost committed suicide that day. and he said I did and took me away from the house..Black out..then we're at this place..everyone's wearing white and the whole inside of the building is white...we go into this room and Brennan asks me to lay down with him and then we had sex. After that I see anne in the hall and sheis in this program where she gives birth to others that can't have kids...black out..Im back at their house again and im totally lost and confused from all that has happend. I got into their room and I see a small memorial picture of me and this is the only picture of me in the whole dream that I actually have a head in.

There have also been some different varitions of the beginning dream. In which my best friend and i get into a fight and I have a panic attack in the car which caused me to black out. Can anyone pleease explain what this could mean? I know its a lot but It would really help.