Fighting with myself.

[Alexas]

My dreams are always the same,they start when i know im dreaming,then i get really angered by what im dreaming,then take control of myself in the dream and forget that im dreaming,and when im about to touch someone or do somethin extreme i wake up and still think im dreaming.I hate them so much.They have been the same since as far as i can remember.

I always dream about something i dont want to happen,the worst possible outcome,the worst thing that could happen they are just disturbing and every morning im tired and im in a bad mood from the dream and i keep thinking about it.This explanation should be really confusing,because i dont understand it myself.


My brother is overseas and i havent seen him in a long time he used to be like bad and now he has changed and i really believe that,but my dream....Yesterday i was thinking negatively of this convict before i slept.And now this morning i dream im at party with people i absolutely hate and im dressed like them,and my brother comes in wearing the convicts clothes and he is holding a knife(something i dont want to ever see!),and im dreaming and i know im dreaming,and im like fighting with myself,in the dream im thinking take those clothes of now,take the knife away now from him,im warning you ,and im like shout thinking, but i ignore myself, its like there is two me's the one in the dream and me who knows im dreaming and whos like watching it and is getting frustrated of what me in the dream is doing,in the dream my brother is walking out of the door and the me watching assumes hell do something really bad,and im sort of shouting at the me in the dream Nooo stop him stop him now and im in so much pain that i somehow get control of the body of me who is in the dream and then i forget that im dreaming and i start to chase my brother but when im about to touch him i wake up and when i wake up i still think im dreaming and im shouting "no" and im panicking so much ,and im think where is he,until i realise my surroundings.

And sometiems when i have a conversation in my dreams the me my dreams says something,and i think/shout what the hell are you doing i wouldnt say that,take it back now,im warning you ,i said take it back.

And this wasnt a nightmare this was just a normal one.I hate them so much.The thing about there being 2 of me sorta is annoying,but what really annoys me is what i dream about ,endlessly disturbing things.I dont understand why.I dont understand it,its frustrating.

[emmanuelvdm]

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