Strange masterly control of lucid dreaming
I have never really trained lucid dreaming, but one day i woke up some partof brain somehow in my dream that, as lucid dreaming is, made me 100% conscious of everything. At first I was terrified because I couldn't control it and overlapping realities washed over me, drowning me like a dangerous tide. And then I attempted to form some pattern that would help me grasp control, but as I didn't know it was a dream, I was overwhelmed with the millions of sensations and images passing by me like trying to meditate under niagra falls. I pushed myself to wake up and noticed i was under my covers, but then all of a sudden they started closing up and I was completely immobile. I hadn't realized it yet, but my thoughts were the constant for the pattern. All of a sudden I was in a jungle then in some weird planet with features i've never seen nor after besides if I recall it. It felt like hundreds of years had passed by, like I had lived through hundreds of simultaneous lives at once, like I had been immortal. It was all as realistic as reality is. But I suddenly woke up terrified and called my friend for help, because it made sense, I thought I was dead, or going to die, through some extreme posioning or unknown brain attack. Soon after I called him and he did not pick up I fell asleep again, into a normal dream, still lucid, but nowhere near. After contemplating it for a long time I realized my thoughts had changed everything so I was determined to do it again. I read about training conscious dreaming and I did it often, to no success for about 3 months. And then I had the greatest dream of my life. I was able to control everything, I could fly, teleport(which was strange because I understood the physics of it, its not like you would think being able to teleport long distances but instead only where your visual radius allows you to see (when I say visual I mean mentally images count too), and I could not teleport to places I had not been, or unless knowing exactly where it was. But anyways I could do anything I wanted, be a king, be a god, create life and the whole works. However there have been sometimes where I forget how to control, and I think about snakes or death, and those experiences are millions of times worse than normal nightmares. I feel these could be the key to a new age of science because if the physics of lucid dreaming are recorded, we could have a breakthrough.
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04-04-2009, 12:05 PM
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