death
I keep having a dream about my mum dying. In each dream her husband and her have split up.
Last night was a little different, she had died but nobody knew but me and my sister. We were packing for her, clothes food while she was there to put into a van. I put on some of her clothes and I could smell her, she was telling us what to pack for her. We were then chatting about her job etc, and her mobile phone she said she didnt have one now a sim card anyway as it had been taken by her replacment at work. Then the next door neighbours were there talking to us and her. Me and my sister then went inside to get the last things she wanted and went outside, she was already driving away in the van, and the doors were open except where she was sitting, and she looked back at us and kept driving, me and my sister were weeping, really crying and someone said "she didnt want to say goodbye" and we were just crying for along time. My mother is still alive, I dont understand why I dream of this all the time. It seems so real that I have to think when I wake up if she is dead or alive.
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