Dreams About My Deceased Ex-Boyfriend

[mg51686]

I just found out that my ex-boyfriend died 5 months ago and I found out about his death two Fridays ago. I thought it was a joke at first until I caleed his mother the next day and found out it true. There was a big lump in my throat as she told me the details about his death. I couldn't believe it. I was so hurt and surprised that this could happen to someone who I loved dearly. I couldn't sleep that night and wehn I finally did, I cried. For the past 5 days I was crying and the Tuesday night when I fell asleep, I had a dream about him. It felt so real. I was in the car with him-the same car he used to pick me up at the train station and we were looking at each other. (He used to live in Queens, NY and I live in NJ.) It was the same car. We were parked across the street from his apartment ut it also looked like a house was attached to it. While we sat and looked at each other, I finally spoke and said, "Aren't you coming in with me?" and he looked at me and said,"I can't." I didn't say anything but just nodded my head. Then he said,"I will next time. I promise." Then I said "o.k." and got out the car. I went inside the house and looked at the window and he was gone. I was so upset.

Then I had another dream a couple of days ago that he was just looking at me and I was looking back at him and he gave me this face with no expression but kinda of raising his eyebrows. I want to have more dreams of him because my friends say he is actually talking to me in my dreams because I'm more relaxed in my sleep. Can someone help me analyze my dream and tell me what it is saying? Thank you.