out of body experience?

[abeilleux]

hi i am new and have been searching for hours about what it is i deal with, but this is the only site i have found where people are having similar dreams and experiences...

since i was very small i have had very vivid and very real dreams. for the last 10 years or so i have been having lucid dreams and a lot of fun with them. I remember nearly all of my dreams lucid or not and all of them in great detail. most of them i am in a strange place, but when i wake up i could draw you a blueprint of the room i was in down to the curtains, floorboards and other furniture.

getting to the point, this morning i was half asleep i guess and i started hearing and sensing things very differently. sound were loud and muffled at the same time. I remembered this feeling and knew that i was feeling light, very light and decided, as in a lucid dream to check it out and just flow with it. as i was floating out of my body i got scared, as i always do and just before i hit the ceiling, i said to myself, just take me somewhere safe. Ultimately taking me back to my body. as i was floating down, i recall seeing the door to my bedroom ajar and the light coming through it change as i fell from ceiling to bed. just before i got back to my body, i said no, don't be such a p****. and just like that, instead of hitting the bed i sort of slipped right off of it onto the floor. i knew that i was still outside of my body, but safe enough and opened my eyes to the floor below, covered in dirty clothes. soon after i woke up, after trying to scream for my boyfriend with no voice. i have never had the courage to look at myself while i am out.

i guess i am just wondering if anyone else has had similar experiences, and what they are. and if they were lucid........


help and thanks for listening!!!