The most ****ed up dream i had so far....

[aeon]

Sorry for the harsh language but yeah - it was the most ****ed up dream i had so far and im 19.... I consider my dream really interesting at least it is for me. Never felt nothing like it and if it wasn't i probably wouldn't try to find a forum to post it for discussion but it caught my attention and i was thinking of it the whole day.

First i want to point out that i smoke pot from times to times, ive used uppers like coke and amphetamines several times and some other harmless ****. Never used heavier drugs. That day i hadnt used anything at all except some beers. I havent used anything at all the last month and a half or so.

So let's get to the point. It was a harmless evening i tidied up my bed and lied, nothing special. I don't remember much but there are two things i remember. Unpleasant physical feeling... when i was half-awake i was seeing some pretty strange stuff - harmless and random but strange and trippy. And when i opened my eyes i felt that there is 'something' strange overall...

First it was like my body is deforming my fingers started to fuse with my hands. I knew i was awake, i even told myself - there's something wrong with this dream, cause i have to be dreaming now, otherwise i cant explain whats happening. I didnt see the melting of my body but i felt something like melting. I tried to wake up and succeeded after a few tries. My body was like frozen i was totally blocked. I wasnt so tired when i lied down i wasnt even sleepy but after that i felt really strange and exhausted.

The second time i started dreaming. I climbed something like a pendulum rubber catapult which fired me in one direction i was flying and i physically felt it like diving in the floor i knew i was going to hit the floor cause the pendulum was in something like a room maybe slightly bigger than an ordinary room but i didnt hit it. I just continued flying in the same diagonal direction. Tried to wake up myself again and succeeded after another few tries. The same frozen feeling.

After that i was frightened of falling asleep again but - **** it, im just dreaming nothing can happen im freaking out for nothing i dont remember the images the sounds and the feeling but they were unpleasant when i was lying half-awake. Often with closed eyes i see what im supposed to see if they werent, i open them and its not exactly the same picture but im able to see some images and i am able to look-around [but i think im not using the eyes]. This time i was seeing random images. I closed my eyes a few times and saw that something [that was greenish] was opening like a gate. It was like im getting back in the 'dreamworld' the moment when i close my eyes, haha. Anyways that wasnt so bad i had random shots running through my head rapidly when i smoked some pot that im absolutely sure was boiled with some other heavier drugs. They were shots from my childhood, stuff i never thought that i remember, stuff from tv from that time, toys, and millions of other shots it was like a retrospection of my childhood and i thought ill never wake up [or get out of the trip] i mean i thought ill have to sit there and look a movie bout myself for years till all the images in my head have passed - friends told me the mushroom trip is something like this. Buut i guess thats another topic. Briefly I had fast-forward short movie slideshow every time i close my eyes. When i opened them i even felt my room strange and unpleasant i was too tired to get up so i didnt and continued to live this strange experience.

I dont know whether i was clear enough. No - i know, i wasnt but thats all i can explain and ive remembered. I think if somebody has ever experienced something like this he cant forget it and knows what im talking about.

When i woke up i was pretty sure i was dreaming the whole night, waking up and then again falling asleep to dream more shitty strange stuff. I was like - wow, this was like some LSD or Salvia trip tho ive never tried these substances. Im interested if there are some other people that have experienced this strange state of mind and body.

Thank you for reading this aaand im looking forward to receive some replies.