recently deceased boyfriend was ressurrected

[Magregor]

Hi

Can anyone shed some light onto my dream last night?
I dreamt that my boyfriend who i split from only back in jan 08, who committed suicide on the 7th april, was ressurrected, i even tried to ask him questions as to why, but my daughter in the dream was saying dont be so rude asking these sort of questions, we were all living together in my dream,And actually we were all of 2007 ,we kind of stayed round hes house nearly every night, 2007 was an amazing beautiful year, but at christmas he became very down and depressed so i walked away not wanting to deal with this,as my ex husband of 12 years was always deprerssed and personally i couldnt go through this again, especially having two kids 14 and 2 and a half, plus being self employed i was stressed enough, and jan 3rd 2008 i also had to go bankrupt,and my divorce was going through,which brought up very mixed emotions,as the end of the marriage was very turbulent and frightening at times, so i am very guarded as you can imagine, april 7th 08 my ex committed suicide after years of suffering from depression on and off, this was a time when he could obviously see no way out, which rocked me to the core as he was, a happy, loving,peaceful,caring,funny human being, and the way he took he life was very brutal, which i can never understand, but he is at peace now, he funeral was 21st april 2008.
Last night 25th april 2008 i dreamt that he was ressurreted and it was lovely, and it felt so right, i awoke feeling very uplifted, and know that he will be back im sure of this, what does this all mean, we both felt that we were destined to meet eachother, soulmates, but due to circumstances, we split, and it just didnt feel that it should have been like this, the whole time we had split, i thought about him every minute of the day, but pretended to friends that it was for the best, which they agreed, i feel that if only i hadnt been so stubborn, and just had gone round and reached out he would still be here, and we would be celebrating another beautiful year together.

Please help with you suggestions on my thoughts and dreams.

If your listening Mark, i miss you and will always love you, you Bright Rainbow of Love And Light. xxxxxx
Many Thanks

Lisax