Death of A Friend

[efriede]

Hi, I would love if someone could analyze this dream. I usually do not remember dreams, and when i do remember them, they are nonsensical. I love my friend Kelly.

This is my dream:
I dreamed i had woken up for school as usual on Wednesday morning. Nothing was wrong. Time was moving quickly in this dream, but that was not disturbing to me as the dreamer. As the day progressed I found out that my best friend Kelly died. Everyone in the dream was very matter of fact about it. No one mourned, and they simply asked me questions like if i would speak at her memorial service. Then time sped up even faster, and I only saw little clips of myself in the future. I was writing an essay on the influence of her death etc. I woke up shaking and crying. I have never waken up crying before. I saw that it was 6:00 AM wednesday morning and i truly didn't think she was alive. I was sobbing for nearly 10 minutes before I decieded to call her and leave a good bye message on her cell phone. I woke a very confused Kelly. What does this mean, and how can i keep it from happening again?

Thank you so much
efriede