Weird Dream

[italyencracka]

hello...i'm a newbie here...as of a few moments ago..just had this really weird dream that kinda freaked me out last night...so here is what i remember/a little back ground...

==My father died last year on April 10th, 2006 of a massive heart attack...he was arund 56...8 days after my birthday...which is the last time i talked to him before he died...me and my father had a big fall out once he and my mother seperated bacuase i am gay...didn't talk to him for years but he talked to my sister semi regular and she always told me he asked how i was doing... he then later married a phillipino woman and had 2 more kids...1 son and one daughter...so me and my sister have a half brother and sister
==my dream last night had my father in it...plus some other people...an Asian boy...young that i really related to for some reason and talked to..I think i went to visit my father and he told me some horrible news...very vivid to the point of he told me he had double band...and i was like what is double band... he told me it was like haveing non hodgkins lymphoma but double...i totally freaked out and started crying and was running around asking what is there that could be done...what can i do...and everyone was like its just a waiting game and everyone was just waiting for him to die...there was nothing we could do and i cant remember the persons name but they where going to take care of everything (i was talking to the young asian boy) i remember my father talking to me about this medication and seeing 2 pills in his hand...then i found my self watering the yard with a water hose and making sure i got every spot watered...the yard was sort of messy on the side of the house and it was sort of saidy i guess cause i could tell where the water was going and which parts were wet or not.. then i was worried about money...if my father had any life insurance and if i was going to be left anything...i had this fear of loss i guess in the dream and really didnt want my father to die or anything happen to him...thanks for any sort of help

[Wolfjk]

Hi,

...he was arund 56...8 days after my birthday..

Dreams are about what is happening in your sleep. You were thinking about your father in your sleep and your dream roughly translates your regrets about not being closer to him, your disappointment of his re-marrying and having more kidds, and finally the realisation that you will get less or nothing from his estate.

seeing 2 pills in his hand

This probably refers to your own sleepless nights, regretting the past and thinking about what might have been.

then i found my self watering the yard with a water hose and making sure i got every spot watered

Ah! the Lady Macbeth syndrome! You are trying to wash the past away.
Cheers Wolfjk