Going home..

[simplymoon]

My mother passed away oct.13th. While I was out of town. I have been trying to get home since, but my friend has the stomach flu so I haven't made it..but have til thursday to get there.

Now on the 17th I had a dream where I was surrounded by friends old and new. One of my friends was being very hateful and called me all kind of names. though in life she's very beautiful, my dream showed her with a huge overbite n crooked teeth. So I made faces at her when she'd insult me. I was looking for my friend to take me home, when I was told the over bite chic fell while fixing her hair and is dead. All the ones who saw her pick on me would ask if I wanted to see her dead body, but I just said maybe later.

Still can't find my ride, so I decide I would see the body..but while making it towards the hallway to her room, she is walking up the hallway towards me. I follow her to the kitchen where she told me how she fell against her desk then chair and was hurt on her chest n back..as she stretched. I told her I was sorry for picking on her earlier but that my mind is on my dead mother. She just said no problem.

MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THE DREAM TO ME:
Now I step outside and my mother and my father are there to take me home. I decide it's the only for sure way to go and began following my mother. My mother and I headed towards my friends house to get my things. As we walk down this brick road dark clouds were coming towards us. A huge crash of thunder startles everyone on the streets into a panic run. I see my brother running way ahead of us and began to run as my mother does. Suddenly I realize my mother can't keep up so I stop n wait for her. Then another crash of thunder sent me running again, but again I had to stop and wait for her, by this time my brother was gone.
Now the rain starts as I notice the river between the streets. I see people on the other side sitting against the buildings and an old lady walking in front of us with her umbrella. I wished I had one, when my mother holds over us a black umbrella the size of a great canopy. I am so thankful and wowed. When I look forwards the old lady no longer held an umbrella and was mangled without arms..my mom n I were saddened by the sight.
Then I woke.

sorry I remembered so much...any feedback would be so appreciated.

Simplymoon

[simplymoon]

Now the girl with the crooked teeth could be symbolizing that my ride is lying to me about getting me home.

My brother running til he's out of sight, could be cause he moved 20 hours away before our mother passed. Me running ahead and then waiting twice could be my want to move but need to care for her. Then I though the old lady at first with umbrella and perfect arms suddenly without arms and looking like she suddenly had socliosis was my feelings of not being able to help my mom anymore.

I don't know how right I am.. and would still love others opinions.

Simplymoon

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