Strange dream contact from deceased Husband

[Dede87]

My second Husband of 46 years died 2 years ago. Our relationship was such as dreams are made of. During the first year I had NO dreams about him. At the beginning of the 2nd year (2008) I had a very emotional break-down before going to sleep. After I finally went to sleep I was brought abruptly later from a deep sleep feeling a sexual penetration and a feeling of my wrists being lightly held. Although my Husband in life had been very sensual, it scared me so much that I came in terror to being fully awake saying "Where am I?".

I gave this a lot of thought during that day: and recognized that when my own Mother died, he had tried to comfort me by making love rather than with words he did not have. This made me consider that this "visit" might well have been a comfort visit from him. Before I went to sleep that night I pleaded very emotionally with my deceased Husband to come back again and just give me a hug so that I would know that it was him and that there was indeed the promise of our being together again in the next step God has planned for us.

Indeed, in the early hours of the morning, I saw a flash of flesh enter my bed on the side that my husband always used. I deliberately stayed calm and "went with it". I saw no more visually, but felt a lifting under my side and what felt like an arm going around my other side in a
gentle "HUG".

In all of this, I was awakened from a deep sleep to another stage where I experienced these 2 "visitations". Then I entered the stage of being well awake. All of these months later I still remember EVERY single detail of the 2 experiences. These two visits gave me several months of great joy and a feeling that without doubt there is SOMETHING after death. But now I am beginning to doubt because I have had NO other visitations nor even regular dreams about him despite my pleas to him to re-affirm my faith.

I write all of this because I am desperate to know WHAT happened and IF anyone in this audience has had a similar experience. I have googled, Binged and researched and find NOTHING akin to my experience. I did head a person on Oprah's show that said IF you can remember every detail in a "DREAM" it means one is in a different dream state and that indeed there was possibly a true connection that occurred .

[Dede87]

My second Husband of 46 years died 2 years ago. Our relationship was such as dreams are made of. During the first year after his death, I had NO dreams about him. At the beginning of the 2nd year (2008) I had a very emotional break-down before going to sleep. After I finally went to sleep I was brought abruptly later from a deep sleep feeling a sexual penetration and a feeling of my wrists being lightly held. Although my Husband in life had been very sensual, it scared me so much that I came in terror to being fully awake saying "Where am I?".

I gave this a lot of thought during that day: and recognized that when my own Mother died, he had tried to comfort me by making love rather than with words he did not have. This made me consider that this "visit" might well have been a comfort visit from him. Before I went to sleep that night I pleaded very emotionally with my deceased Husband to come back again and just give me a hug so that I would know that it was him and that there was indeed the promise of our being together again in the next step God has planned for us.

Indeed, in the early hours of the morning, I saw a flash of flesh enter my bed on the side that my husband always used. I deliberately stayed calm and "went with it". I saw no more visually, but felt a lifting under my side and what felt like an arm going around my other side in a gentle "HUG".

In all of this, I was awakened from a deep sleep to another stage where I experienced these 2 "visitations". Then I entered the stage of being well awake. All of these months later I still remember EVERY single detail of the 2 experiences. These two visits gave me several months of great joy and a feeling that without doubt there is SOMETHING after death. But now I am beginning to doubt because I have had NO other visitations nor even regular dreams about him despite my pleas to him to re-affirm my faith.

I write all of this because I am desperate to know WHAT happened and IF anyone in this audience has had a similar experience. I have googled, Binged and researched and find NOTHING akin to my experience. I did hear a person on Oprah's show that said IF you can remember every detail in a "DREAM" it means one is in a different dream state and that indeed there was possibly a true connection that occurred.