three nights in a row with almost the same dream... *?!*

[femalevamp14]

ok, so sunday i finally got to see mi favorite person in the whole world, lanaire. i love him to death but mi mum wont give him a chance because he doesnt go to the same school district as i do. but anyway, she is accusing me of messing around with him on a church van coz there was road salt or something on mi pants when i came back from youth group. youth group is the only thing i ever get to do with people, im always watching mi brother or helping mi mum do something. so i dont have much interaction with people other than in school when id rather not talk to anyone anyway because almost all of them have betrayed me and lied so i dont trust anyone. i only trust 2 people, mi best friend since 5th grade, morgan and lanaire, who i want to spend the rest of mi life with. but since mi mum is making it so that i cant see him and his mum took his phone away coz he has one bad grade i cant talk to or see him. and it bothers the hell out of me. but so sunday night, i had a dream that me and him were talking on the phone and i could see both me and him as if i were watching a movie and two people would be on the phone (like the sceen would be split) and we looked a little serious and sad. and the same thing happened monday night and last night. each time were talking about something else but i can never remember whhat.