Explain please

[Ms. Confused]

I had this freaky dream last nite. Firstly, let me say i have a boyfren whom i love very much and a friend named Jason whom i havent spoken to in a while bcuz my boyfriend doesnt really like him. Well in my dream, me an Jason got into an arguement and i ended up beatin Jason up...i mean i really hurt him. He was so furious that he wanted to kill me. I ended up stayin at an inn with my dad, aunt, sister and cousin. I was terrified that Jason woud come and kill me so i kept close to my family. On the other hand, they were plannin to make sure Jason killed me bcuz they felt as though i deserved that. In the night, I saw jason cumin with alot of his friends with grim looks on their faces. I decided to go outside bcus if I didnt, my family wud carry me to him. In order to live, i tried to seduce Jason. He did hit me acouple of times but nothing severe and we had sex . The weird thing was that i was pleased in my dream but all his friends were watching. He didnt kill me an we ended up dating. I cud feel the hate from his ex-girlfren who is also my sisters best friend when she spoke to me. An i dont remember my boyfriend being in the dream but i believe i told Jason that if i wanted to he would be killed from by boyfriend by me telling him that Jason raped me. Plzz explain this dream to me .