maybe explicit but..

[breadNbologna]

i am an ex addict
of drugs at least.



anyways i have dreams of having sex with some of the most desirable women ive ever seen but it goes on and i never really get off.
in that same respect i have dreams of having or obtaining illicit drugs, and you guessed it. i never fix up.

these dreams are like nightmares

long and frustrating.

i no longer have a drug problem but it kills me.

am i just crazy?? is there a method of having happy non paranoid dreams (another problem dream i have.. getting arrested and going to prison.)

[Shawnatshawn]

I have had lots of dreams of using drugs while not actually getting to the using. Especially right now since I just recently gave it all up oxy and marijuana, although I would smoke if it weren't for jobs trying to UA you...). And with the prison thing... Have you ever been to jail? I was in jail for 10 days for some measely Negligent Driving charge. Ever since, i've had very vivid dreams of being back in jail every night since. My first day back I had a dream I was back in the dorm and as soon as I woke up at home, everything looked as though it had in my dream. It took me a good 2 minutes of looking around thinking that I was still in jail before I realized, this is home man. I have had many others which I remember vividly too. Well anyways, if you want to know anymore let me know. Im willing to go into detail if someone wants me to. Otherwise... Yeah.

Oh yeah and the sex dreams... Explain what makes those like nightmares?!? Cause im curious. 99% of the dreams I have (Or at least remember), are freaking horrible. Generally though the sex dreams are the only somewhat good ones. Even my dreams that might seem good to one, are usually crazy and emotional for me... I can relate on them being like nightmares. I suppose some of my sex dreams are like nightmares too.


- Shawn

P.S. Elaborate on the drug dreams, like what happens in them and key things which you remember.

[Jennings]

You are continuing to suffer from withdrawal symptoms. It is probably like a bereavement to your life at the passing of something that you had become probably both fond and dependant and you are now in search of something else which will provide the same lift so what could this possibly be; something that could animate or deeply interest you? The sexual content of your dreaming has the same message but delivered figuratively and hence the absence of consummation. You seem to lack a purpose to life and probably desparately need one to turn your focus away from your urges and on to this other object or subject. Life sure sounds like a challenge to you.