devasted
Help with this dream. friend of mine passed 2 years of throat cancer.I hadnt seen him for 25 years.When i found out of his illness he had moved back to ohio to spend his last months with his parent. I didnt know he was sick and when i heard he died a week later. i had always cared for him and sent him cards and letters telling himmm so. The cancer had completely disformed his face. He was quite beautiful 25 years ago.Anyway i was and still am devasted about this and one night in a dream i was in a mall and looked across the way and seen Brad standing there motioning for me to come over to him holding out his hand. I went over he grabed my hand and put it on his face to feel that his disformed face was completely healed and the same as it was before he got sick. I felt his face smiled, we hugged and turned away and went our separate ways. I feel he was letting me know he was ok.but why would he do that since he didint bother with me for 25 years while he was still alive.Have any input. This has enveloped my whole life and it has been 2 years. I have never had any closure because he died,was cremated and ashes thrown in ocean.Even i had a burial site to go to and talk at him would make me feel better but i dont. please help thanx
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04-01-2008, 11:08 PM
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