I'm really not sure

[gobulls]

I'm really not sure about these dreams that I'm starting to have.
Lost my mom 5 years ago and we spoke 5 days a week.
We were the best of friends.
Two weeks ago I dreamt of her body placed on a pew in the first row trying to position herself, so that she is comfortable (laying down).

Last night, she was in the park with a great dane (gray) walking down the hill and telling me that she had been trying to call me all day at work but they just keep putting her on hold.

What I'm not sure about is why am I dreaming these things now 5 years later and when she first passed, I only dreamt about our good memories together.

[Jennings]

You have not fully surmounted the stages of grief but you sound as if you almost through it. The closer the relationship the longer the term of grief.