Helppppppppppp!!!!!

[wench1980]

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ive had this dream twice now and dont know what to make of it. in both dreams my boyfriend is trying to ask me to marry him but everytime he trys something happens and he never manages to ask. in the first dream he wrote little messages for me to follow that would lead me to him where he was waiting to ask me (my mum was following me around with a bottle of bubbly) but something allways went wrong, the wind blow the message way or it got wet and then i woke up.
in the 2nd dream he got all his family in one house be there while he asked me (his ex was there aswell) but something allways happened again. he would be asked to go and do something or i would be arguing with his ex. and i woke up before he asked me.
i am with this person and have been happy for 3years and i did want to marry him but lately we are not getting on and i have someone from my past come back in to my life who i have feeling for and he has feelings for me. what am i being told???? please help.

[Jennings]

That emotionally you are mixed-up. You seem to desire love and security but feel that it always fritters away. It sounds as if there is an element of emotional fatigue involved and one of desparation, almost as if the law of reversed effort is coming into play. If there is a message then it is warning you about how your emotions are in charge rather than your head so be warned.

[Suzuku]

Could it be that deep down you don't want him to ask so in your dreams, stuff always comes up prohibiting him from doing so?