Living a life that doesn't exist yet?

[mysteriousdreammer2005]

The other night I had a very weird dream.

In the dream I was married to the guy that I like. We were in bed watching TV & I was cuddled up to him. He asked me, "What attracted you to me? Was it my parents?" I said, "I was atracted to you not by your mother but because of you. Grant it your parents did introduce us to each other but the more I saw you the more I fell for you. Once I got to know you I really liked you & your personality. Why?" He got mad & got out of bed. He headed downstairs where his mother happened to be walking in when we're going down. I kept calling him & asking him what his problem was. He turned around & backhanded me with his left hand. His ring cut my face & the force broke my cheek bone. I fell with the force behind him hitting me. His mother asked him what the hell he did that for as she came to my side. I looked at him with a glare like what was that for & I was hurt cuz he's never been violent & would never lay a hand on me or my kids to hurt us. I got up & said that I was taking the kids & going to my sisters' house. I went to my sisters' & I was holding my 4 month old daughter bundled up to me cuz it was cold out. I was covering the side where my husband had hit me. I went in & put my kids down to bed (it was like midnight in the dream). My sister came in to the room where I was & asked me what's going on. It was dark in the room except what little light there was coming in from the hallway light. I looked at her & told her that I just needed to get away for a few days. She was leaning up aganst the door pain & then came in. She said that she had just talked to Ros (my mother in law) & asked me what had really happened. She said, "Look we need to go to the hospital & we can talk. Darral will stay with the kids." As we're talking the doctors are doing whatever they had to do with my face. The doctors told me that they were done but they had called the police because I needed to file a DV report on my husband. My sister & I showed the docs our badges (PD) & that's when the PD came in. It just happened to be the people that we work with I told them that it was nothing & I left. I finally broke & told my sister what happened. My husband then came over & I really don't remember what happened after that.

Can any one please help me? The thing of it is, I really like this guy but he is harmless, I want kids but don't have any yet, and the chick that is my sister has been like a mother to me since I lost my mother. Everything in this dream doesn't even exist. It does and doesn't. Can some one please help me out?

[mysteriousdreammer2005]

Can someone please help me out? PLEASE.

[Sorcery]

I suggest you post in the dream interpretation section or private message a moderator to move this thread.

[Jennings]

Your dream is interesting in that it tends to reflect on your background or upbringing. It seems to suggest that during childhood and throughout your developing years that an element of inconsistency existed in your family background. It would indicate that the 'bubbles' of your dreams were often burst and that antipathy in family relationships probably prevailed and trust seemed to be lacking. Moving into relationships in your adult life this 'environmental disappointment' has been carried into your personal relationships so while you have a nice guy as your partner, inwardly, you seemed scared that once more in your life that this same disappointment from your past experiences may intervene. It is like a ghost that keeps haunting your life and needs laying. To understand is to forgive which also applies to yourself so hopefully, if this supposition is reasonably accurate that it may assist in overcoming those inward fears and disappointments of yours.

[mysteriousdreammer2005]

I know that I do feel scared in moving into a relationship because of my ex boyfriend. Ever since I broke up with him, I have been tip toeing around certian things in relationships because I don't want it to end up like the last one.