real accident

[courage]

there's a highway i drive along every morning to get to town. along this highway, there is a clump of trees, with a house behind it. wednesday morning, i drove past it again, but this time, i felt drawn to the trees, like i just had to look at them and then i said to myself...just randomly..."what would happen to the house if a huge accident occurred out front" i got no idea why i said it, i jsut said it.
then, that night, at 9pm, there was an accident. a motor cyclist, and a driver in a car. at 11pm i passed it. it was horrible and both men died that night. i knew somethin was up when i saw the flashing blue and red lights all that way ahead, the bike was shattered and half under the car, the car itself was scunched up like ****in aluminium foil.
how did i randomly think somethin like that was goin to happen?? is this like a premonition type thing? because its not the only time this has happened and im starting to freak myself out. i become very depressed when something bad is about to happen and when it happens i feel like i should have known. what is this?

[newbiggin115]

Hey-
This has happened to myself on several occasions. I agree it does freak you out! I think sometimes we are truely more aware of our surroundings than we give ourselves credit for. The day of the accident you may have been more in tune with that trip down the highway taking in what was around you in more detail. I call my times like this as premenitions, hunches, or that funny feeling that you can't seem to shake. Maybe starting a log or journal of these moments and see if there is a pattern or association. I wish, like you may too, that they all ended on a good note.