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I keep having dreams of my recent ex. The current dream I had of him was a little strange. I saw my self in the laundry room of my parents house, and I was being threatened by this girl that I have never seen in my life. She was standing on her tip toes she was short and had dark hair. While I was sitting on the dryer she was kneeling in toward the washing machine which contained wet white laundry and she was bare foot and holding my white socks in her hand and threatening to drop into the washing machine. For some reason I felt so scared and worried. And my recent ex was on my mind the whole time. I was afraid because she was asking me to tell her the truth about something I did not know and I was begging her to leave us alone. Because I was scared for my recent ex to get hurt. For some reason this dream ties in with my recent ex. How? I have no clue. But after that I started to bribe this mysterious girl. I started telling her that she was standing wrong. It was weird I kept telling her that shes doing it wrong but all she kept doing is trying to stand taller on her tip toes. So I kept her trying and I jumped down from my dryer and pulled the socks from her hand and put them into the washing machine on my own as I chuckled in her face. She looked at me so confused yet happy. Some how it was okay for me to my socks into the machine because that way he wont get hurt. But as long as I let this stranger do it she would hurt both me and my ex. I some how saved him. But from what? Who is this girl? I even had a dream after that, where I was dancing with some of my old friends at the high school I used to attend. And on my way out of the dance I was laughing and feeling happy, until I saw his face frowning. When I came to sit next to him he moved away from me and said you danced with all my friends. So I said what are you talking about you don’t even know them, they are my friends not yours, and he said you lied to me, you spoke to all my friends. I didn’t understand what he was trying to say but all I said to him was, now you know how it feels to sit at home while the other half has fun. If its okay for you than its okay for me too.??????
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