A sad dream
Well today I had a dream about a girl who I knew in the past and now every time I ask her to go out with me so I can just SEE her(not asking out just a friendly hang out), she always makes up an excuse why she can't go.
Now the dream begins with me and some other people (their faces weren't clear but I think they were my classmates) were playing a game which required us to hold lifting weights(and I can clearly remember that these weights are the ones that I use now in real life) and move with them on the floor. It was a race. You had to lie on the floor on the stomach and arms above your head with weight in them. Then using the weights you had to pull yourself. Anyways, when we started, the teacher told me I did it incorectly and I had to do it again. So I did, and while going in circles, I saw this girl. I asked her "What are you doing here?". After that I can't remember what she said. After we all finished,I mean after all my classmates finished, and she finished I was last and teacher said it took me 360 seconds to do 10 laps. Everbody laughed.
Now the important part. The girl was still talking about me not caring and then she started to cry. She was talking about how I don't have enough time for her(and in real life I have so much free time it's not even funny).Then she ran out of the classroom and I went after her. While going toward her I saw all my friends pass by, when I caught up I couldn't stop her. She was still crying.
Then after that I was waking up because my arm was stiff. I wanted to go back to dreaming and finding an answer why she cried yet that freakin arm prevented me. I woke up....
This was a nightmare for me both because I couldn't help her(since I help everbody in real life) and both because that person was crying because of me.
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