Interested To See Other's Thoughts

[thetruth313]

I had this dream awhile ago, but suddenly found it swimming around my head. I've been asking around as to what others might make out of it... I appreciate any feedback...

I don't remeber much of the dream other than the end, and even that is a little hazy at this point. I do remember walking up a hill. There was what I
would describe as a narrarator. I was talking with somebody that wasn't there. The landscape was beautiful. The bluest sky, not one cloud,
the sun was brighter than it is outside of dreams. And at the top of this hill
stood a massive dumpster. And in this massive dumpster were all sorts
of body parts, mostly arms and legs, piled up so high that they were spilling over the side. This dumpster I can still very clearly see, flies buzzing around it and all.

I remember a very profound sense of sadness looking at this dumpster,
and though I don't remember the narrarator's words verbatim, it was something to the effect of "Even God makes mistakes. It's all a waste. This is everything, and we were so wrong. We were wrong, he does make mistakes. You all weren't supposed to happen."

You know how you just know things in a dream, without realizing how
you came about to know these things? Well, that's how I knew I was in heaven. And I also had the distinct feeling that I was on the
verge of grasping onto a thought, or rather a realization, that was
too heavy for me. I remember waking and at first very much wanting to grasp onto what was on the tip of my conciousness. I also clearly remember being very glad that I did NOT grasp onto that realization.

Any thoughts?

[Cerulean]

What are your thoughts on places like Heaven in real life? This could have been a type of interpretation of what you think heaven really is, if you believe it exists at all.

You were in a gorgeous place until you found the dumpster. This could mean that your feeling like the world is a great place until you find what its really all about, or until you figure out its nasty secrets.

The "God makes mistakes" part could come from you feeling like God wronged you in some way.

Did this dream mostly scare you, or give you a different feeling?