Connected dreams? (rather lengthily)

[Cerulean]

The dream one year ago:
All the events leading up to right before I woke up were not realistic, and they almost had nothing to do with the ending of my dream. The dream kept changing and it didn't really make sense. It was just a bunch of non-sense, but it all took place in a house (that I've never seen), and its yard.

The one thing that was constant in the dream was that I kept trying to get out of the house, and into the yard, and that I kept looking for someone. I didn't know who I was looking for, but I knew that if I found them I would know it was them I was searching for.

At the very end of the dream my grandmother introduced me to the "servant" of the house out on the veranda of the home. It was a guy my age. He had thick curly black hair, green eyes, no shirt, jeans, no shoes, and he was taller than me by quite a bit. The guy took me to the end of the sidewalk that ran along the side of the house and he led me to a small pond near the home. This next part is where the dream seems like it really happend.

We just stood and looked at the pond, and then he grabbed me into a hug and the hug was so real feeling it kind of disturbed me when I woke up. I felt his hair, and it was very coarse, and I could smell the type of shampoo he used. I could feel his skin against me and it smelled like freshly cut grass. I could feel his arms and hands on me too. It really really really felt like I could feel him. I hugged him back, and it was like we knew each other, even though we had just met. There was something extremely sad about the whole thing though...like we wouldn't see each other again, and we were both really melancholy. I woke up without the embrace being broken.

Last night I had another dream. After wishing and praying for that person to show up in a dream again, he did on the exact date he did last year.

This time we were in a warehouse, or a place like Home Depot. We know each other this time, and we keep looking at wood on shelves We were really happy about something. Then the dream splits into what I think is another dream and I can't remember the setting, but we are not on or from Earth and there is another girl there. She has long black hair, and dark eyes. He likes both of us, and its like both of us are his girlfriend.

The dream seems to split again, and the three of us (curly haired guy, girl, and me) are walking down a street with another couple (guy and girl). They keep mentioning things that couples on earth do, like hold hands and hug and things of that nature, and then the girl and me try to show the curly haired guy what the couple is saying by actually doing it w/ the guy.

So, I try holding his hand for a while and its lovely, but then the couple mentions kissing. The black haired girl pulls the guy into a house and they "make out" behind a curtain. Both of them had their shirts off and I stopped them because I was really furious, and the black haired girl looks like she has just earned victory.

The dream splits for a last time and its back to just the three of us. We're in a church, and there is a band playing. We are sitting with the guy inbetween the girl and me. There is a hole in the guy's pants near the knee and I keep messing w/ it, and he holds my hand to make it stop, but he acts like I don't exist. Then the band is done and the guy leaves with the black haired girl and I'm all alone. I go sit in a library after that all by myself and then I wake up.

Okay, if anyone actually sat and read all that (sorry its so long!!!) please tell me what you think that means. Its got me rather depressed, but it was the exact same guy from my dream a year ago.

[Ocean]

well humm... this could be from a past experience. Like a past boyfriend who you felt who has had feelings for another girl while you were in the relationship. Then in the end of your relationship he chose her over you. Maybe you see at the begining of your dream a year ago, you see thats how you guys were when you guys first met. Then next time a year later which could be how long your relationship lasted with this guy. Then you find that it seems like you have to compete with this girl but you feel like you cant win. Then she ends up with him like in the dream and in reality. Then you are left looking for somthing else. Maybe its to a new beginning to a new relationship.