You'll have to excuse my scatterbrain on this one, its all a little cloudy, but here goes.
I was at a party for something or other and we was in all in hotel rooms beforehand (I'm not sure who "we" were). We went into the party where we had dinner around a massive round table. The party had a similar setting to a club I used to go to years ago when I was a kid. Obviously, I discovered I was naked at this point, but nobody seemed to notice apart from me. I saw my grandmother briefly who was sitting near the other side of the table (not sure if that holds much relevance, she wasn't sitting exactly opposite). Then we were in the same room but the round table had gone and the place had become a disco party. I noticed I was now wearing a green dress, to my disappointment :P. I decided to pop out the side door to smoke a cigarette, when two people came out the door to me, a girl and a boy. Then we were at the theatre connected to my old school, and I entered with my partially detached old friend martin (we still talk sometimes but were great friends back in the day). We were looking for somewhere to sit and saw two black boys on the front row. I AM IN NO WAY RACIST! My GF is half cast (and was sleeping next to me at the time), I also watched American History X the night before. Now these black boys were (I hate to say this) the 'rowdy' type. Martin wanted to sit in front so we could take the mickey out of them, but I decided to sit at the back row of that block of seats, leaving a passage for walking behind me and another block of chairs after that, where two black boys I used to know from college were sitting at the back of that row (they're great lads from what I remember). Martin made some comments which I can't remember and when I looked behind one of them (the one I became more acquainted to) was kneeling behind the seat as though he was spying on us. Suddenly, I was part of another dream, or possibly the film that was being shown. I was a drop of rain which went into the ground and quickly blosomed into a sunflower, which was eaten by a rabbit. It was like it was representing the circularity of life. I'm not sure if I was the rain or if I was watching on a screen. I ended up as rain again but in the sea, and felt like I was drowning until my GF woke me up telling me about her dream.
I know this is a long one but I've interpreted parts and it seems a bit wierd. I have been suffering problems with social interaction and never seem to get out as much as I'd like to (which is what the party is about). I'm also anti-racist but I was pretty damn racist when I was younger and sometimes I can't help but feel a bit like it now, I hope that doesn't make me a bad person because I believe in equality! I'm also socialist with my beliefs and believe the only reason there is a racial problem (e.g. crime) is because of the place they've been put in society by white people who dominate the higher levels of the class system. So please don't brand me scum for that! I'm know everyone would say this, but I'm not uncomfortable with my sexuality (from the wearing a dress part). I am straight but I'm not one of these straight men who would say no even if he DID become attracted to a man. But I've never felt anything other than friendly with any other male. I've also recently started a band and had some worries that other members might think I'm trying to take all the creative control.
Just thought I'd put a bit of background into my life so it would make more sense to the pro interpreters out there :P, this is my first post so hello everybody! I am really into dreams at the moment since everyone I have holds so much relevance, and these forums seem like there full of great people. I always try to analyze my own dreams, but this one is a headf**k! please pardon my language!
Thanks
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07-05-2007, 04:58 AM
Wierd dream, need help interpreting
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