i actually woke up crying from this one!

[sweetliljo]

yeah like the title says....i woke up this morning crying. i mean i know when a person dies in ur dreams it means they wont die in real life......... right? it just really scared me.

Before i start....some background info might be helpful.....
in real life i used to live w/ my boyfriend but i moved back home recently so now im living w/ my mom and my grandma. its a long story but my boyfriend and i r still together....it just wasnt working out w/ us living together so far away from everyone...i was really homesick i missed my family and friends. hes upset that i moved out yes but is hoping to be able to find a job back here so we can still see each other everyday cuz right now hes an hour and a 1/2 away so we only get to see each other like once a week.


In this dream i was sitting at home and there were a bunch of people over the house. (i dont remember who all was there but it was some of my family on my dads side, they had come to visit grandma) i do remember that they were all sitting in the living room though. and also in the living room we had more chairs and couches for people to sit on. well i was in the kitchen and one of my cats (we have 2) was in there and she litterally said yes when i said something to her. so i start freaking out and try to get her to say it again and she says something like i talk and my cousin was sitting at the table and was like omg i heard that too! so i ran up to my mom and told her that her cat is talking. that she said yes but not like a meow that we say is her saying yes but the actual word yes. then i was so overwhelmed that i passed out. and then i came right to. and my grandma and everyone said maybe i should go to bed if im tired and my mom told her no shes ok.

there was also one small part in which i was babysitting my 6 year old 2nd cousin and she had a bright pink math paper to do and it was double sided and i circled where we had left off cuz i was helping her w/ it and then we never finished it and my cousin had to take her to school and was mad that we didnt finish the paper so she just threw it in the garbage.

so then i went looking for my boyfriend. i found him in a flower nursery and somehow he had bred my talking cat i guess lol (it sounds stupid i know) but he did it w/o my permission. so when i got there i was really mad and he told me the 2 kittens names. well he named them after hotels so i got really mad and thought he was cheating on me. so then i left and i saw my cat but it didnt look like my cat but it was her and also her name had changed.

well then i dont remember how i found out but i did....my boyfriend and someone else had died. (i dont remember who the other person was and it happened right before i woke up!) so i went to find my mom and i guess she was staying at a hotel. so i saw her and dr. burke from greys anatomy lol (shows that im a little too obsessed w/ the show haha) walking. so i called out mom! dr. burke! and they both stopped and turned around. and then dr. burke walked away and i told my mom that the first person had died. well then i told her, it gets worse. i was standing there w/ someone else, i think he was supposed to be a friend of mine and he had drove me to go find my mom. and i turned to the guy and said can u tell her? and he says no u have to. so i told her first this will soften u up i guess and told her what my boyfriend had done and how it means he was cheating on me. then i told her that he died. and then i started crying and she hugged me. and then i pulled back and said you already knew didnt u? and she said yes. and then i remember thinking maybe this is why he was being mean to me because he knew he was going to die. and then i just stood there crying while my mom hugged me. it was just a horrible dream!!

[Silent_wisp]

Im thinking that the dream is related to a big change in your relationship- you moving out.
Your boyfriend is upset, its only natural afterall, but his feeling are conflicting with yours and putting a strain on your relationship.
Did you mam warn you before you moved in that it maybe wasnt a good idea? "and then i pulled back and said you already knew didnt u?" maybe youre wishing youd listened?
Its that the events that happened involving the talking cat maybe reflecting your feelings of betrayal towards your boyfriend, but i cant quite pinpoint it for you.

I don't know if this is any help, but i still hope it works out with you and your boyfriend

[DrmDoc]

Hi Sweetliljo,

At your request, I have reviewed your dream. Finding yourself at home and surrounded by your father's family suggests your true reason for moving back home. Mom's side of the family suggests a nurturing social environment, while Dad's side suggests a supportive social environment--one related to uncondition love and development, the other to support and security.

Your boyfriend's breeding your cat to talk describes your sense of the profound affect his influence has had on your behavior. Your unfavorable view of his breeding interests in the dream (infidelity suspicion) may describe your thoughts that his devotion to you is influenced by the extent to which he is able to control you. Hearing of his death and rationalizing it as the cause of his mean behavior describes your concern about his mental desposition apart from your company. Death in dreams very often describes the apathetic and ineffectual way we sometimes feel and behave. It may be that you are concern about your boyfriend's changing mood as a result of your recent separation. Your concern may be that the time apart could irrevocably alter his personality. Overall, your dream seems to describe your reason for returning home and your concerns about the mental and emotional welfare of your boyfriend. I hope this helps.

[sweetliljo]

thank you!!! in a way both interpretations do make sense!