pregnant, abortion, beanstalks

[ioana]

I was in a very bright room, like a hallway, and I was pregnant. kinda of a big belly. and I had my mom sitting on a chair, and a nurse came and she had a cotton ball. she told me to stand up and hold on to something. I did. She put that cotton ball close to my vagina, and she got sperm out. she said, she was done. she did the procedure of abortion. I started crying looking at my mom. she was saying it was for the best. there were some men, passing through the room, and looking at me.

then I was outside, somewhere high, and i was looking at a field of huge beanstalks. they were very thick, and not to high. they were fresh green, healthy...

what does this mean!!?!

[Jennings]

It sounds as if you were feeling exposed about something you did and may have felt guilty too and afraid of its impact on your family. It probably had sexual connotations. You received treatment and recognised its necessity. You may have been afraid that your sexual relationships may have been ruined. The treatment seems to have been successful when you once more felt happy.

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
Pregnancywith a big belly means a good deal of money is on the way.
Sperms also means money.
Good luck.