this one is weird

[licia25]

but i'm sure someone will see what i am not
so i get a strong urge in my dream to be promiscuous and decide to have an affair with another guy, turns out that it's my boyfriend, so i'm having an affair on my boyfriend with my boyfriend. then i find out that the one i'm having an affair with wants to sabotage me and sends an e-mail out to everyone including my boyfriend describing in detail what we've done. I am horrified, my little sister finds the e-mail and runs to tell my mother (this all happens in the same house, the sex and e-mails and my family all being there, i do not know this house at all) my mother turns her back on me and i keep trying to explain myself, finally i say that he is a liar and none of it's true but they believe him over me. The sexual part took place on a dirty mattress in the middle of the living room in plain sight for anyone to walk in and see. I didn't feel humiliation until the e-mails came about, then i was disgusted with myself. i am so lost on this one. please help
-licia

[JON]

EEEk Licia. If I've read this right then you are 'doing the dirty' on your boyfriend...with your boyfriend. But then he gets jealous, and sends himself an e-mail telling himself that you've been unfaithful to him. Eh?

Were your family actually in the room when you made out with him on the mattress? Or were you afraid that someone, maybe your boyfriend, would catch you cheating on him, but with him?

And your 'lost' with this??

Jon.

[licia25]

well that's just the thing with dreams, you can intrepret others but when it comes to your own it's much harder. well i've just got off the phone with my boyfriend and looked up some of the symbols of the dream,and i think i've figured it out, i can't believe i didn't see it until i put it uphere. this is a dream full of insecurity (as usual). i'd rather not post the interp. tho, i think i've got it, thanks JON!!!
-licia