Help with this dream!!

[lauren18]

I've had this dream for days now...the same exact dream....involving my ex-boyfriend and an upcoming wedding.

we were at the wedding and my x-bf wanted me to go upstairs to see something in his room, so i said ok, then n the elevator he tried to kiss me, and I said NO, he started to get mad and by the time the elevator hit the floor he was dragging me out into the room where he proceeded to attack me by beating me and then rape me. he threw me on the floor and I gort a rug burn on my arm Most of the beating occoured on the balcony. after he raped me he tried to kill me by chocking me, I was thinking in my dream if I hold my breath he will think i'm dead and stop choking me, and it worked he then left and went back down to the wedding. My friends came in looking for me and my cell phone was ringing on the bed but I was hurt too to move, I was laying half in the roo m and half out the balcony. when my guy friend answered my phone it was a guy I was dating, and my girlfriend screamed when she saw me( I was all bloody and my dress was ripped) then they had to call 911 and the guy i had been seeing carried me to the ambulance. I wake up every morning very upset, what does all this mean???

[vee]

Hi Lauren18,
Wow! I dont know. I have read a lot of dreams but yours is the most violent dream I have ever read. It sounds like you fear your ex-boyfriend to an incredible extent. Was your relationship a violent one? Has he given any indication he is not willing to let you go on to live your life? Have you had to put a restraining order on him? Or is he just a nice guy you parted with in an amicable way? Need background info.
Thnx
Vee

[Clarity]

How long ago was it when you broke up with him? I´m starting to think that these violent acts may reflect the feelings you still have for him. Did you feel anger when you broke up with him? Obviously these must be very strong feelings as they are so violent, maybe you unconsciously feel that he´s mentally ´violated´ you?

Yes I agree with Vee, it probably would be easier to give you a proper interpretation if we knew a little more about why you broke up with him and how you personally felt when it happened.

Hope this helps.