Hostage, Emaciated.

[Count--1234]

Okay, so I'm in my room. Everything's sort of in sepia. I'm wearing an old ragged gown. Everything in my bedroom is old and deteriorating. There is a plate with bread on in the corner of the room. I'm starving but I don't eat it. I look emaciated, but I feel perfectly healthy. I feel as if I've been surviving in that room without food or water for years. I also feel as if I'm being held hostage by a man. I've never seen his face before, yet I know he's kind (except for the fact that he's holding me againt my will) because he leaves me food and water. But I choose not to eat or drink it, I actually ignore it. I just sit in a corner of my room. I'm not scared. I don't really know how I feel emotionally. I have no real desire to leave, or to stay. I see paper and pens on the floor, but in all the time I've been locked up, I haven't wrote a thing. I don't miss anyone. I'm emotionless.

Suddenley, the door bursts open. I realize that I can leave. I put my makeup on and do my hair, as I consider this to be my main priority, and I slowly walk downstairs. I pass a mirror and I look like a skeleton, severly emaciated. As I walk outside my friends and family are outside. Along with an ambulance. I still haven't seen the man who I feel has kept me hostage. They're all hugging me. The light is burning my eyes, I can't see. But I'm happy to be thinner than them. Everything's all hazy, I feel as if I'm in a daze. As people are hugging me, I feel them touch my bones. They say I look beautiful, and I am, for once, happy with the way I look. I'm not jealous of them anymore. I'm the thin one. I then lay on the stretcher and get into the ambulance.

(Yes, another "bones" dream)

PLEASE REPLY, IF YOU READ

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
The messed or old bed room means a sorrow about your b/f or partner.
Being a hostage means you try hard as not to commit a sin.
if one was hungry or thirsty and found bread or water and drank means she will commit a sin, here you won't commit a sin.
Being thin means you will be somewhat short of money.
Lying on a stretcher means you will receive some dignity.
Good luck.